18 Miles
Trapped
When you speak to me, be aware that I’m not there
I’m still alive, but only to breathe

I’m trapped (with myself)

Like a prisoner of war that’s raging on inside my head
- Me against myself -
Living in a constant tension
Release me from “me”
Release me from myself

While every night when I sleep I dream of dying
For I am truly blind for the cause of being alive
I’ve felt detached from who I chose to be
Ever since I’ve buried who I used to be

I’m trapped, I’m trapped
But is it me? I think it’s me
I think I’ve turned myself
Into worst version of ‘me’

Now every night when I sleep I dream of dying