Zoda
I cant take it anymore
Zoda:
I’m afraid of my mind
I’m afraid of my time x2
I’m merely a corpse
And now I play with remorse
I’m afraid of my mind
I’m afraid of my time
How long can I wait
These signals start to impair
My judgement compares
A wolf stuck in the skin
The sheeps wool is conflated
And You swore I would make it
I’m here it’s thrill
These words turn to shrills
I’m afraid of my mind I’m afraid of my time x5
I’m taking my time I just can’t stand to be here (panned left and right) x5
Took my hand said we’ll make it
And how far will you take it
Cuz I’m dying inside
I know damn well you don’t mind
You kick the side of my head
I know damn well you don’t mind
I don’t know why I’m still here
Took my hand said we’ll make it
And how far will you take it
Cuz I’m dying inside
I don’t know why my still here
Took my hand said we’ll make it
And how far will you take it
Lunacy:
I can't take it anymore
My life seems to come to an end
I've lived my whole life and im filled with regrets
Grab my hand and save me out of despair
Im a ghost in my flesh i wear
Grief is all there will be left just let it be over already
Cut the knife thru my chest
Then i'll truly find my rest
Please wake me up cuz my life's in a mess
Before i fall in hell
I just wanna know if this is what u wanted
And if u are happy that my body's laying in a coffin
But never forget that one day i'll get my revenge
But not now cuz im already outta luck
All u are telling is lies
Im sick of advice just already give me the quickest way out
Suddenly im seeing colors again instead of just black
Hallucinating about u being back in my life again
Man sometimes i still see those flashbacks of the times u me in my fucking back flashed
Im feeling totally nothing
A useless waste of shit who will never amount to something
(fuck it all just just grab the knife)
Dreaming about dying tonight and that's every fucking night
Isnt my life such an ugly sight?
Dont look at me ever again
I won't ever look at myself
Im already in hell and death will be the end of it all
Im trying to feel emotions but im not really feeling anything
All i feel is a nobody who's suffering
I dont even fucking know why the fuck im venting this
Cuz it's not like anyone will ever listen til the day i die
All alone like i've always been trapped in my mind
Please forgive me for all my sins
Well i really shouldn't be forgiven
Cuz of the amount of times i broke hearts
I dont wanna hurt anyone ever again
But they can stab me a thousand times like they've always done
But before i die i'll cut all of my ties