[Intro]
Yeah
Uh, yeah
I've been so blind
I've been unkind
I've been a liar
I've been out my mind
[Verse]
Even with these glasses, I still can't see
All the evil things that people have been warning me
Couldn't see who I've been hurting and why
For all the grief that I have caused I just deserve to fucking die
Badman got me flaming for no reason
I've been treating people like some motherfucking heathens
I just be doing bad shit, season after season
Going against the human race, charge me for treason
O God, I come to you a sinner
I lied about doing shit, I ain't no fucking winner
Everybody's trust levels getting thiner and thinner
My thoughts right now just like the pictures out a printer
Five years of my life, I've chased the same girl
Going crazy my mind just going in a swirl
I know I'm desperate, I just feel helpless
Can't survive 'cause my whole world feelin' hellish
I don't expect you to forgive me
I just want the people I hurt to do right with me
Please excuse my streak of demoralising
So for all of this I am apologising
[Outro]
Apologies
They mean nothing if you don't mean 'em
So I mean this
I'm sorry family
I'm sorry friends
I'm sorry all who I have done wrong
I'm sorry for all the men I've disrepected
And I'm sorry for all the women I've disrepected
I pray you give me the strength to become better
I don't wanna be the liar anymore
I only value your respect for me and your willingness to help me
Much appreciated
Thank you
[Instrumental]