I'm Better off alone
Seems My heart got left at a foster home
The margin rose way more than I bargained for
We started slow till Feelings got too hard to show
How far we came no match for how far we go
Headed down the same road til I lost control
To parts unknown feeling its too hard to cope
Sparked my soul the minute my exhaustion showed

Wish I could just close my eyes and disappear but instead Ended up in a
Nightmare
By the time that I fell for you I found out that my dream girl turn to
Nightmare
Can't sleep my minds racing
I'm fallin in love again
For the best But I guess I'm on my own now
Close curtains shut my phone down

See The act I was truly hatin boiled down to your lack of communication
While You acting like im truly sacred, but the fact is you said it when your
Usually wasted
Even though I was so dumb to believe it i wasn't leavin til it made me
Balemic
Cause The way that you were feedin me that bullshit would make me Wanna go
And throw up when I see it
Your too horny to be an angel all a fable so you can go replace that halo
Thought signin a deal on the dotted line was hard but youre more afraid of
Labels
Were becoming just so unstable, rather walk on a path of Legos
Put my stomach in more knots than cats cradle watched it play out like bad
Cable I am not able , to sleep
I was thinking we could make it but I may have been mistaken
All the open liquor cases while I'm sipping my livers achin
Follow stages in relationships the only constants changes
Had the future looking tainted all the questions we are raising
Has our fate misguided living a lie one try
Too many was it time were we ready was it blind were we steady
Was it all another lesson 'think-ing a second we were headed to confessing
Our depression was subjected from ourselves
Think it's harder to admit it wasn't working then to blame the other person
Find a reason to be believein the bigger purpose
Wasn't perfect Words twisted like I'm writing all my verses into cursive
Feelin worthless always searching for acceptance
Miss the nurture from your other half gotta be just fine
Only team I find is with me and I when I dream at night and I see her eyes i
Get lost in this night-mare