[Verse 1]
I'm with a boy in a hotel bed
I play with his hair, he sleeps in my lap
We trade stories of heartbreak bits
We say we're too in love for sex

[Chorus]
I'm losing you and it's freeing
I'll leave myself for this feeling
I'll count to ten, you won't see me
I'll count to ten

[Verse 2]
I'm with a boy in his arms again
I thought of you and then I didn't
This one's for me and I mean it
That boy is a mirror for believing

[Chorus]
I'm losing you and it’s freeing
I'll leave myself for this feeling
I'll count to ten, you won't see me
I'll count to ten

[Outro]
It's kind of nice to feel alright again
It's kind of nice to feel alright again
It's kind of nice, I feel alright