[Intro]
I can feel my soul slip
Soul slip
Soul slip
Soul, soul
[Verse 1]
When we first talked on East
Man, I swear I felt real ready
Here I am on your birthday
And that lever scale feel real heavy
As if just losing you didn't have me down
Feeling hopeless
When it rains then it pours
Man, my skin opens
Had two babies, lost a twin
Family ties had cost a friend
Me and Glo start falling out
I pick up the phone, start calling him
Oh wait, he's not there
I forgot that he's gone again
Memories getting repressed
And that deep stress start zoning in
Ma's taking the loss hard
We all see it, I don't doubt it
But I don't how to tell her that
She's over-working, I'm worried 'bout her
You were always the wise one
Knew what to say and when to say
And I don't really have the strength to pray
And I ain't talked to God in like 20 days
And I know probably should now
But I hope this music speaks for me
You the one that put me in this passion
So I'm asking if you hear me from the heavens
Maybe you could intercede for me
If you get this message, I'm desperate
I'm telling you
[Hook]
I know yea
I let go of all of these moments
I could lose everything I'm holding
Fighting just so I could have my own grip
But I swear that I could feel my soul slip
Soul slip, soul slip, soul
I can feel my soul slip
Soul slip, soul slip, soul
[Refrain]
Feel my pain as I try to explain
Feels like rain so I call out change
Stress remains and I'm going insane
Stress remains and I'm going insane
Said, feel my pain as I try to explain
Feels like rain so I call out change
Stress remains and I'm going insane
Hustle for change when things got strange
[Verse 2]
I don't want to lamp full of wishes
I settle for only a bottle of peace
My dad and my lady, for all that they paid me
I bought them a bottle a piece
I'm losing my count on the shots I been taking
Oh wait man, I thought it was 3
But I empty the fifth and I fear
I'm becoming what I promised I wouldn't be
Sailing away, what do I do?
Think, shoot, [?]
Firing blanks, I can't recall
The things you taught
Praying [?] believe in God
But now there's more money involved
And just working a decent job
Will make you think you don't need him at all
Where your heart is, there your treasures will be
That's tatted on my chest, So I value that I'm blessed
Though I'm on the verge of losing the things precious to me
When I think of you, I fight knowing there's a weapon in me
And it's loaded, I finally got the vision
Now the scope fixed
So all these inner demons leave 'em smokin'
I can afford the fee so now I'm focused
You can quote this
[Hook]
I know yea
I let go of all of these moments
I could lose everything I'm holding
Fighting just so I could have my own grip
But I swear that I could feel my soul slip
Soul slip, soul slip, soul
I can feel my soul slip
Soul slip, soul slip, soul
[Refrain]
Feel my pain as I try to explain
Feels like rain so I call out change
Stress remains and I'm going insane
Stress remains and I'm going insane
Said, feel my pain as I try to explain
Feels like rain so I call out change
Stress remains and I'm going insane
Hustle for change when things got strange