Insomnia

[Pre Hook]

I can't sleep, I can't sleep

Insomnia, Insomnia



[Hook] x2

Insomnia

I hear the darkness it calls my name

Insomnia

At this moment I'm losing faith

Insomnia

By the corner there's a blurry face

Insomnia

I think of you and that's all it takes



[Verse 1]

My memories fading

You are the reason for all that I'm chasing

My heart feeling vacant

Stuck in this vanity raging

Aiming, contemplating

Greatness, tryna tame it

Nameless, bound to make it

But how I'm gone make if your not here?

I remember you told me to not fear

Any challenges that may stand clear

You said I would make it with no fear

I practiced and practiced through fake cheers

This was a dream that you helped me build

Nobody else showed belief in me

The whole fam said my dreams amiss

Now without you here I feel it weakening

And what if I make it, believe me I can't celebrate it

You ain't here just to witness the greatness

I admit was a little depressed

The dream getting realer my minds getting stressed

God bless you soul, I'm just tryna impress

You lived and you died we cannot replace

Just wish you was here to see all my grace



[Pre Hook]

I can't sleep, I can't sleep

Insomnia, Insomnia



[Hook] x2

Insomnia

I hear the darkness it calls my name

Insomnia

At this moment I'm losing faith

Insomnia

By the corner there's a blurry face

Insomnia

I think of you and that's all it takes



[Verse 2]

I fought it at first, you was the reason I thought I was blessed

Without you I'm vexed, my thoughts just been lurking they do need some rest

I can't even flex, this the life that I chose and there ain't no regret

I been feeling so stressed, my thoughts just be lurking they can't hold they place

You are the reason I go the distance

Tryna make you happy with these track I'm killing

I can feel your presence so we still connect

I'm chasing solace while they chasing cheques

I do this because of you

I been feeling unstoppable

You said I was capable

That's what I been tryna show

Your the driving force to my locomotive

I'm defying physics like the laws of motion

Cause you pull me up to zero gravity

I thank the Lord yeah I'm on my knees

I was never just that average child

I try my best to make my parents proud

Without out you here I swear it's harder now

I just wish I could see you smile



[Pre Hook]

I can't sleep, I can't sleep

Insomnia, Insomnia



[Hook] x2

Insomnia

I hear the darkness it calls my name

Insomnia

At this moment I'm losing faith

Insomnia

By the corner there's a blurry face

Insomnia

I think of you and that's all it takes



[Verse 3]

I had a conversation with an angel once

She said "look at the dreams you been sold at Satan's grasp

All the things you aspire to be in this world is fake

Don't let them see the desires of your heart cause they can't relate

I believe in your dreams and achieve them you will

But remember blood is thicker but water is still"

She said go forth with your dreams and I believe in you

I just wanted to say that I'm doing that now but you need to guide me through

Grandma

This is to you

For you

But without you

25/11/15

Never to be forgotten...