Miss Him

‪‪Is it my imagination?‬‬

‪‪Is it the weed I’ve been taking?‬‬

‪‪All the relationships that I’m faking‬‬

‪‪“Everything is straight”‬‬

‪‪“Everything is fucking straight”‬‬



‪‪Eatin harry out every weekend‬‬

‪‪while staring at the cracks in the ceiling‬‬

‪‪Hollywood sucks, please believe me‬‬

‪‪Such a shitty time ‬‬

‪‪please believe it this time‬‬

‪‪Tuesday night‬‬

‪‪Cum glazed ‬‬

‪‪over eyes, just one more hit or five ‬‬

‪‪Should it even matter anyway?‬‬



‪‪We’re fucking on tables‬‬

‪‪'Til my dick is sore ‬‬

‪‪From all of these blowjobs‬‬

‪‪And it couldn’t get better i say‬‬



‪‪We’re sleeping till morning‬‬

‪‪And then they call in ‬‬

‪‪Should be laughing, but there’s something wrong‬‬

‪‪And it hits me when the phone shuts off ‬‬

‪‪Shit, I have to go stunting‬‬



‪‪Just another quick minute with her-er ‬‬

‪‪I’m asking myself, is it over?‬‬

‪‪Well maybe I was lying when I told you‬‬

‪‪“Everything is straight”‬‬

‪‪Everything is fucking straight”‬‬



‪‪Cause all of my thoughts and my feelings, thrown away cause supposedly “I don’t need them” ‬‬

‪‪I’ve been checking my phone all evening‬‬

‪‪Such a good time‬‬

‪‪I believe it this time‬‬

‪‪Tuesday nights ‬‬

‪‪should be ‬‬

‪‪Cum glazed over eyes ‬‬

‪‪It’s not like Eleanor even matters anyway‬‬



‪‪We’re throwing tables‬‬

‪‪at each other ‬‬

‪‪With all of my people‬‬

‪‪and I need to come down they say ‬‬

‪‪We’re screaming til last call‬‬

‪‪And it’s all fun and games ‬‬

‪‪Should be hurting, but there’s something wrong‬‬

‪‪And it hit me when the lights went on‬‬

‪‪Shit, maybe I don’t care ‬‬



‪‪Now I’m asking my friends how I should come outta the closet ‬‬

‪‪They say “Lad, the whole world knows, so there’s no need to worry”‬‬

‪‪But we can’t even be on the phone now‬‬

‪‪And I can’t even be with harry alone now‬‬

‪‪Oh how, shit changes‬‬

‪‪We were publicly in love ‬‬

‪‪Now, I have to act straight‬‬

‪‪When I feel they’re gonna ask about my kid‬‬

‪‪I simply change the topic, and never even answer ‬‬

‪‪cause it doesn’t matter anyway ‬‬



‪‪Me and Harry are fucking on tables‬‬

‪‪'Til his ass is sore ‬‬

‪‪From all of the pounding ‬‬

‪‪And it couldn’t get better i say‬‬

‪‪We’re sleeping till morning ‬‬

‪‪Until they call in ‬‬

‪‪Should be miserable, but there’s something good‬‬

‪‪And it hits me when my phone goes on ‬‬

‪‪Finally, im outta the closet.....‬‬