Nick Lopez
With You | Hip Hop Mix (Emotional Rap Music)
1. 0:00 Witt Lowry - Lay Here


To staying up and waking up with you
Now we're slipping near the edge
Holding something we don't need
Oh this delusion in our heads
Is gonna bring us to our knees


[Hook: James Bay]
So come on, let it go
Just let it be
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me
Everything that's broke
Leave it to the breeze
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me
And I'll be me

[Verse 2: Witt Lowry]
See as you lay here... or as we lay here
You won't bottle your questions
You're asking why you can't stay here
The truth, I'm trying to lose all my feelings before they appear
Wanna be clear, but it's hard with this naked body I lay near
I know, I shoulda chose someone that matters, no bitches
I'm wishing I listened, I could've saved my heart from the stitches
We're kissing, I listen, you're telling me your favorite position
When really all I wanna hear is that you're loyal and driven
We're living in a world where girls are thinking diamonds are love
We're mining it up to remind us of us, paying for trust
Do you get it? She told me, "Mark just forget it"
I wanna change this world and girl I just don't think that you get it
This pressure is heavy, not ready to just let you forget me
But when this all is said and done, you gon regret that you met me
I used to wanna find a feeling, now I'm feeling so empty
But honestly, I wanna thank you for the love that you lent me
That's real

[Outro: James Bay]
From nervous touch and getting drunk
To staying up and waking up with you


2. 03:10 Karizma - f u till i f u (ft Cass)


We hate to give in, but we're hardly living comfortably
I hate you because you think that you're still in love with me
It's time we drift apart, we're blind and in the dark
I kinda wanna care but it's kinda too late to start
And here you are, hitting my line
Hitting rewind on the past for the 50th time
Come on tell me, what do you think
Wanna lay down, up in the clouds or under the sheets

[Hook: Cass]
I just wanna say fuck you til I fuck you again
I think I've had enough of you, but I don't wanna lose a friend
I'm gonna love you forever
That's just my curse
It's whatever

[Verse 2: Karizma]
It's the morning
You're even pretty when you're snoring
Like why the fuck are you perfect
You're way too gorgeous
I quit, you win, I forfeit
I'm sick of having make-up sex
We fight hard, we play rough
We break hearts
And say stuff we actually mean as you cry off your makeup
We're terrible for each other
I'll say without a stutter
My head is over heels, but only when we're under covers
And here you are, trying to leave
Knocking my wind, taking my breath then dying to breathe
You're the drug I'm fiending for
You're the cut I'm bleeding for
I'm saying "fuck you" and I wanna fuck you even more

[Hook: Cass & Karizma]
I just wanna say fuck you til I fuck you again
(Yeah, I just want to say)
I think I've had enough of you, but I don't wanna lose a friend
I'm gonna love you forever (And I'm gonna love you)
That's just my curse
It's whatever


3. 04:57 Ivan B - Youll' Be Alright


[Verse 1]
Maybe it's just the way we were
Maybe it's just the way I am
Maybe it's that feeling every time I got to hold your hand
I know that's cheesy but I just want you to understand
The memories are there even if you forgot how we danced
Hurt feelings, numb nights, you know it's all the same
If loves an endless battle
Why'd we play it like a game?
It takes two to play so how am I to blame?
I gave you everything and all you did was fade away
You wanted love, you gave me hurt
And it hurt more to make it work
You were a chapter In my life I was a line in yours
We went through hell and back just for you to get me back
And after all of that take a glance on where that left us at
So go ahead, pretend the rest of your life
Hide behind all of your makeup with those heals too tight
When you realize what you want is buried deep inside
I'll look deep into your eyes and say we'll be alright

[Hook]
Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound

[Verse 2]
When we split I almost lost it
Held our picture, dropped it
Tears I couldn't stop it
We're the epitome of toxic
Like the hurts not enough?
Don't tell me the things that you missed
Why you keep saying loved when you don't know what that is?
But honestly you're an addiction that no rehab can fix
And to be real I have no clue of what all of this is
'Cause one moment I'm done then I don't know how to word It
'Cause what's broken can be fixed but what's fixed isn't worth it
So I guess this is that moment where I say that goodbye
Maybe it's not the happy endings but the way that we tried
Not the drowning of the lies but the reasons we lied
The special moments where we saw that love In each others eyes
But go ahead, pretend what we had wasn't real
That these other guys could understand the way that you feel
When you realize what you want is buried deep inside
I'll look deep into your eyes
And say you'll be alright


4. 06:55 Ivan B – Sweaters


Yo! I ain't here for the money, I ain't here for the fame
Though it might be nice to own a jet-plane
I'ma do it all for you, come along you'll see it's true
But the road is pretty cold, you might need a sweater too

I'ma put it right on ya, kid from California
Tryna make it in life, school that never taught ya
Dreams of my own, I've been working from home
I can do it on my own, but sometimes it gets cold- like

[Chorus: The Neighbourhood]
It's too cold for you here and now
So let me hold both your hands in the holes of my sweater[x2]
(Cause it's cold outside and I don't know why)
(I'm just living my life) [x2]
(Nothing what it seems, I've got a pocket full of dreams)
(In a world about to freeze so I'll enjoy the warm breeze)
(I'm just living my life) [x2]

[Verse 2: Ivan B]
There's nothing I want more, nothing else I want to see
Grab a mic, get in the stage and kill it on the scene
Persevering for my team, so they can acquire cream
Find out what the works pays off really mean
Living life to a dream, my peers wouldn't believe
But I'm running out of breath and I forgot how to breathe
It's been colder than ever, nothing like I remember
Like Spring is the winter and everyday is like December

So, bring out your coats, bring out your sweaters
There's no telling when this weather is gonna get better
Cause, I remember the moments when I was thought as a joke
Now they giving me handshakes, saying it was a joke
But I ain't joking around, I'm trying to give you a hope
But you could do it if you wanted, man you drive your own road
Yeah, a notebook full of raps by the end of every class
Yeah, it's my formula for life, not the formula to math- like

[Chorus: The Neighbourhood]
It's too cold for you here and now
So let me hold both your hands in the holes of my sweater [x2]
(Cause it's cold outside and I don't know why)
(I'm just living my life) [x2]
(Nothing what it seems, I've got a pocket full of dreams)
(In a world about to freeze so I'll enjoy the warm breeze)
(I'm just living my life) [x2]

It's too cold
It's too cold
The holes in my sweater


5. 08:58 Illenium - WIth You (ft Quinn XCII)


[Intro]
You hate when my head
Hangs low after all
These things you said
Trust it's not your fault
Can’t expect you to understand
Take it back to when it began
Had I just followed all my plans
I wouldn’t have ended up so lost
Now we’re both so off
And I’m still the one to blame
Can’t say we’ll stay the same
Can’t say we’ll stay the same

[Chorus]
Baby, baby stay here
I need some time to clear my mind
We both know it’s a problem
When you call me all the time
And I’ll say
I may just need a little bit longer, yeah
I may just need you to be stronger
If I’m not there with you

[Post-Chorus]
If I’m not there with you
I can’t hold this fight in anymore
If I’m not there with you
I can’t hold this fight in anymore

[Chorus]
Baby, baby stay here
I need some time to clear my mind
We both know it’s a problem
When you call me all the time
And I’ll say
I may just need a little bit longer, yeah
I may just need you to be stronger, Oh
If I’m not there with you

[Outro]
If I’m not there with you
If I’m not there with you
If I’m not there with you
If I’m not there with you
If I’m not there with you
If I’m not there with you
If I’m not there with you


6. 11:35 Matt Easton & Wes Powell – Butterly


Thought I saw a butterfly
Thought I saw a butterfly
I thought I saw a butterfly yesterday
Came by fluttering then it flew away
It had me reminiscing on the better days
Coming by on the fly to communicate

And just for a second had a flashback
When life was simple, ain't nothing abstract
Playing outside, till it was dinner time
Ghosts in the graveyards on them summer nights
Lay back, never in a hurry then
No path, and never any worrying
Every day was a fresh start
Making friends on the reg
Playing games in the neighbors yard
Used to hustle lemonade on my block
25 cents with some ice in a cup
A little bit of hopscotch in the parking lot
Hickory Dickory Dock tales non stop
Never worry 'bout a job neither
And the worst news was a call home from the teacher
Icey pops straight out the freezer
Think about it, life couldn't have been easier

And now I'm back to the present day
And I just wanna grab a time machine and run away
All these happy memories just passed by
All because I thought I saw a butterfly

Thought I saw a butterfly
Thought I saw a butterfly
Thought I saw a butterfly

I thought I saw a butterfly yesterday
Came by fluttering then it flew away
It had me reminiscing on the better days
Coming by on the fly to communicate

Like where did those childhood feelings go
Where I wasn't dealing with a bunch of animals
And everyone looked out for one another
Gave away my lunch-able if someone looked hungry
4th of July, fireworks at butler
Everyone in town gathering to see each other
As it got larger, setting off sparklers
Who could throw the football the farthest
And when did that tear disappear
It's a little weird, now I'm planning a career
Where did the innocent laughter go
Where I felt at ease, do I have to grow
One question to ask that I have to know
Is why can't we act the same as we grow old
Why can't we be kids on the playground
Looking for a hand to hold as we run around

[x2]
And just like that I'm at the present day
I just wanna grab a time machine and run away
All these happy memories just passed by
All because I thought I saw a butterfly


7. 14:15 Ivan B & Kevin Peterson ft. Marie Elizabeth - Our Time Together


[Hook]
And maybe someday It’s me and you
But right now I can’t seem to feel it too
Lately all I know is you’re running through my mind
I know it hurts, it’s just not our time

[Verse 1: Ivan B]
I'm used to it all
I'm used to finding someone and go losing it all
Tell 'em that I'm fine
Don't you worry at all
Pick up my phone at 1AM
And now I'm sending a call
Caring less and less around me
All my time has been around you
Let you when you told me not to
Held your hand, I said “I got you”
Ocean in your eyes
I’ve been lost at sea
Drowning in my thoughts
It was you and me
And I can’t seem to find a single silver lining
Tell you that I’m fine, I’m lying
My heart will never wait for time
And don’t you get it?
There’s a reason I met you
You don’t think that I get you?
Ask me why I’m trying
Cause I think that you’re special
Embedded in my mind
Only you, nobody else
So many times you said there’s somebody else
But you still picked up my calls
You still replied to my texts
I went and made you song
You said it made you a mess
Cause the cracks in your heart
It look just like mine
You and I were broken around the same time
Beautiful smile with all the pain in your eyes
You have a love so deep you trust the wrong guys
And I, Understand it more than anyone
You’re not looking for connection with just anyone
What if I told you that I’m the better one
Spilling all my heart and ima let it run
My mind is saying leave you
But my heart says no
You made your choice
But I can’t seem to let go
Thinking of your voice
In a world so cold
I’m breaking down now
But I won’t let it show
And even if I’m crazy
It doesn’t mean that I’m wrong
Wonder what you’re thinking
As you listen to this song
I’ve been lost in my mind
But ima tell you I’m fine
But what’s the point of "The One"
If you find them at the wrong time like

[Hook]
And maybe someday It’s me and you
But right now I can’t seem to feel it too
Lately all I know is you’re running through my mind
I know it hurts, it’s just not our time
Baby don’t you tell me that you don’t see it too
You say you love me so then tell me, what can I do?
You’re on my mind
I know it hurts, it’s just not our time

[Verse 2: Ivan B]
I can tell you've been crying
Let me shoulder your pain
You’re looking at me funny
Do you know what you’re saying
Ivan this isn’t a game
I can’t be feeling the same
I told you not to fight
For anything there’s nothing to gain
And now things are harder
Cause I’m feeling it too
There was a wall for a reason
Why’d you go and break through
Then you made me a song
And it’s been all in my mind
I know you’re lying every time when you tell me you’re fine
I met this guy before I met you
I put my trust in him before I met you
I got attached to him before I met you
Now you’re on my mind ever since I met you
But what can I do?
Cause I don’t think that you’re getting it
A few months earlier with you
And maybe this would be different
Maybe you do really get me
And that’s the thing that upsets me
I want him, I’m in your mind
So it’s best if you forget me
Maybe you’re right
I don’t think I’ll ever get it
Love is making me blind
Picking up the phone
Then I’m putting it down
Like who am I to go ruin the happiness that you found?
I can go and tell my friends
That it was all so dumb
Then I’m writing in my room
Until my heart goes numb
Till my pen’s all done
You know my heart wants more
Let’s break it to pieces all again once more
You can tell me that I’m wasting all my time
But I’ve been looking for a sign
And I’ve been finding it in you
And you can tell me he was there first
You can say you fell for him first
He’ll never look at you
The way I look at you
You left a hole in my chest
That I don’t think I can fill
It’s like we met in a dream
But the feeling is real
And I can write a thousand lines
All the stars could align
What’s all the love in the world if you find it at the wrong time…?


8. 17:55 Witt Lowry - Wonder if you Wonder


Know its been a long time, I hear you're doing just fine
Graduated, got a job and you been working a grind
You're never looking behind
I know you never found me crossing your mind
But I'd be lying if you didn't cross mine
From time to time I see some of your pictures online
Kindest Regards was hard, I left my heart on the line
I wrote a song for you, took a couple months of my time
How can you praise him for flowers and a bottle of wine?
You'll never be mine, remember the time I came to see you?
I thought it would just be you, but there's twelve other people
You see there was never "We" so we could never be a sequel
Thought it might've been a date the day, did anything to see you
But I'm nothing more than nothing, you're bluffing saying you care
Our only real connection is memories that we share
I would never try to blame you, cause blaming you isn't fair
Not that you care, the stress is really starting to wear
And in my music, I took our story and I used it
Don't care how you were feeling, I'm busy dropping my new shit
Know people gonna love it, I'm buzzing after I do it
I'm gifted with the curse of honesty and the truth is
I loved you more than words, I didn't know how to prove it
Can't tell you that in person, but always could through my music
Everyone who said they cared isn't there, now I'm confused
I'm broken and bruised, lonely, open, empty and stupid and still I

I thought I had it all figured out
No, you would never fall for me now
I wonder if you wonder why I'm never around
I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I'm doing right now
You can hear the pain in my sound, laughed as I fell to the ground
I wonder if you wonder why I'm never around
I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I'm doing right now

And I can't lie, it hurt a little when you said you didn't want me
To know I never tried is what continues to haunt me
Every pic I see is you and him, his twitter tryna taunt me
You think I let it go? This is old and exhausting
Some offspring family in a house is what I thought about
Sometimes I wonder if he'll get that now
See we know that you picked a different path
Me I picked a different route
And I can't help but laugh at how this all played out
You're over me now, I'm hoping you found only the best
Remember when we used to rep that Kanye West?
Graduation and rotation cause you liked that best
And back then I didn't want you, now look I'm a mess
I open my chest, look through me, you can see no spine
My profile pic and lyrics I've been hiding behind
It looks like you found the love that I was hoping to find
The only you I love is the one that I create in my mind and still I

I thought I had it all figured out
No, you would never fall for me now
I wonder if you wonder why I'm never around
I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I'm doing right now
You can hear the pain in my sound, laughed as I fell to the ground
I wonder if you wonder why I'm never around
I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I'm doing right now
[x2]

I often wonder if you ever did care
I wonder why in my mind is the only time you ever were there
See we were friends, but that felt more like pretend
This year is awfully clear, the real us is what I fear
The one where we were only friends and I acted like we dated
And nowadays our conversation is, "Hey happy belated"
And every song I wrote for you, you know you actually hate it
Because you realize that you never felt the same when you played it
You never cared if I made it, that's why I waited, you know me
See all the love that I've been getting through my phone feels phony
I rhyme a couple words together, every girl wanna blow me
Were in a world full of people yet I'm feeling so lonely
If only I could tell myself there's plenty of fish in the sea
But see the sea if full of sharks, fake guppies and greed
And as I find myself drowning while I'm fighting to breathe
I realize that I'm in love with what I thought we could... be


9. 21:05 Quinn XCII & ayokay - Fight Song


[Intro]
See you as you are
Villan in your veins
Why you gotta show disdain
Gang of a hundred useless pawns
I'm all right
Fly as paper planes
We will never let you reign
Bang out my drum line 'till the dawn

[Verse 1]
I see you standing still
Out in the open
I know my opponents know the deal
Lined up for miles
We'll take you on
Don't give a damn how you feel
We're ready, been running all day
Said there's no need to delay
Lower your guns
Move out the way
I'll say, I'll say

[Chorus 1]
Yeah, why don't we fight them all
Why don't we stand tall
'Cause I can take them one by two
You got me, I got you
Let's fight them all

[Chorus 2]
Yeah, this is our fight song, fight song
This is our fight song, fight song
'Cause I can take them one by two
You got me, I got you
Let's fight them all

[Verse 2]
Cock out my gun
Let it start blazing, yeah
Turn my head left to right
They run like hell is raising, yeah
Locate these bandits on the run
They try to steal my style
They got no taste for us
We lean back smooth and deal a smile
Bang out my drum line 'till the dawn
These thieves surround
They pulling us down
Weapons firing off
But they never heard my sound
Why you up in arms
Tell me who's to blame
If we can't compromise
Load your guns don't walk away

[Chorus 1]
Yeah, why don't we fight them all
Why don't we stand tall
'Cause I can take them one by two
You got me, I got you
Let's fight them all

[Chorus 2]
Yeah, this is our fight song, fight song
This is our fight song, fight song
'Cause I can take them one by two
You got me, I got you
Let's fight them all

[Outro]
Said don't bite your tongue
Open from the start
I said, no, no, no, no, no, no
Leave you as you are
You got my heart
I said, no, no, no, no, no, no
Said don't bite your tongue
Open from the start
I said, no, no, no, no, no, no
Leave you as you are
You got my heart
I said, no, no, no, no, no, no


10. 24:09 Ivan B & Niykee Heaton - Edge of THe World


[Niykee Heaton]
Wanna walk to the edge of the earth
Scream your name till the fires gone from my lungs
Wanna drink till' I don't feel the urge
To run back to you and lay down
Make me yours

[Ivan B]
I've been walking a thousand miles
The only thing on my mind is your name
Giving me hope in a time when I'm hopeless
And I can't believe that you took that away
And lately conflicted, I'm addicted to these games we just play
Cuz' no matter how big your wardrobe it just seems you won't change
And it's around, around we go
You're living your life, but it's only a show
You hittin' the parties, you hittin' that drobe
But it's only me that I truly know
Telling you stop
You're like "leave me alone."
Calling me up one A.M. on my phone
Saying you're drunk and got no ride home
Is this really the way we have gone
I'm just sick of all these uncertainties of where this has headed
All these back and forth emotions, I don't that we'll get it
When the sky is full of fire and this earth is in peril
You're the only girl that I'll follow to the edge of the world

[Niykee Heaton]
Wanna walk to the edge of the earth
Scream your name
I could fuck with you for eternity, infinity
Turn all the lights on
I could be your lover
I could be the one for you and no one else at all

So hurt

[Ivan B]
I gave you everything that I had
I was the pillars, you made it collapse
Stuck on my brain
All these scars of your name
Got my heart in a chain, can't escape from the past
Taking it slow, but it happens so fast
Look in your eyes, im in love with your laugh
Hair down your face and i couldn't embrace it
In matter of seconds my heart was intact
Now im left with these bits and pieces of what us it could've been
Trapped inside these memories or did I lock myself in
But, for better or worse, regardless it hurts
Do you remember the tears that fell on to your shirt
That meant it was worth it
But you just deserted
To me, it was worth to fight through the hurts
Enough with all of this
I guess I know where we stand
You lost the best thing that you were searching for, it was all in your hands
But when the sky is full on fire and all we have is the past
I hope you find that happiness you've been pretending to have

[Niykee Heaton]
Wanna walk to the edge of the earth
Scream your name till the fires gone from my lungs
Wanna drink till' I don't feel the urge
To run back to you and lay it down
Make me yours

Turn all the lights on
I could be your lover
I could be the one for you and no one else at all

So hurt


11. 27:40 Witt Lowry & Tido Vegas - Like i Do


[Intro: Bebe Rexha]
No one's gonna love you like I do

[Hook x2: Bebe Rexha]
I can't stop drinking about you
I gotta numb the pain
I can't stop drinking about you
Without you I ain't the same

[Verse 1: Witt Lowry]
Yeah, here I go again, you must think that I'm lame
Remembering back to us talking on AIM
And stealing your heart, that was never my aim
See I let you leave and now nothing's the same
I'm picking your brain, you pick me apart
I'm picking your heart, you left me in dark
I guess all the pain and the hurt and the worry you left me
Returned in the shell of a star
Damn, do we end arm in arm or are we Armageddon?
Guess you'll never know cause you never let him
Show you how he love and he trusts and he can do
But all of it showed, but you never were there
So lets really see if you cared
Knew if you needed then he would be there
To put all the blame onto you isn't fair
But all you care 'bout is your makeup and hair
You're taking a selfie, I'm taking your shit
I see all your pics, I see who you picked
And just know it eats me alive
You're happy with him, that you're happy with him
Damn, I'm jealous creeping through your Instagram
And find myself asking why the fuck that I still give a damn
About you, about us, like Mark give her the fuck up
And although I hate his guts, I gotta give your man that thumbs up
Cause he was bringing you close
Now he's with the one who I'm wanting the most
One minute I hate you, one minute I love you
Well right now I'm writing and feeling 'em both, I can't stop

[Hook x2: Bebe Rexha]
I can't stop drinking about you
I gotta numb the pain
I can't stop drinking about you
Without you I ain't the same

[Verse 2: Witt Lowry]
When I was given this beat, immediately thought about you
Curse with the hurt is the one that I found you
Stuck here, I'm drinking and thinking about you
Well all of my friends say I'm better without you
Better without you right? Thought I found you on a darkest night
Could of shown you what a red carpets like
Rode up on a dark horse, the darkest knight
And the girls flowing like water now
Wanna give 'em my heart, but it's watered down and
And honestly lets keep it real
See I'm just jealous that you found love
And I'm searching for it still
All of these girls are dry and lame
I want complex so that we can build
Nothing's out of my league, you ain't in my lane
And whenever we talk, now its never the same
Being put in your friend zone is bringing me pain
And I just wanna get you up out of my brain
Out of my brain, never been one for past tense
And so know that I'm moving forward before I finish this sentence
I crumble when in your presence, rent time in my mind like tenants
So sorry, I'm so offensive, its hard just being your friend
And in the end I look stupid, the time I spent was useless
The truth is, honestly girl I miss you and...

[Hook x2: Bebe Rexha]
I can't stop drinking about you
I gotta numb the pain
I can't stop drinking about you
Without you I ain't the same

No one's gonna love you like I do
No one's gonna care like I do


12. 31:15 Quinn XCII & aykoay - Good Friend


She waits, he works, they live at night Low pay, no way to stay polite Too late to change the state of mind
Lights out, black on, too hard to find Hops in his car, that's a bad blessing Long night ahead, now she's mad stressing Time's on their side, but they're still shakin' Gun in their hands, money for the taking Then he feels her touch, it becomes all too much Don't say goodbye, say hello to my good friend See, he's all I know Run and hide, ain't no show, this is a hold-up Hope you just know that we steal to survive She prays to change, they wisely would How could something so bad find their livelihood He knows it's tough but it's for their good Left them out to burn like it's firewood And in their hard days have each other still Moving through motions like they know the drill So when it comes to fate, they don't have a say Grown up with these roles that they have to play Rents late as hell but they're side-steppin' Hearts on their sleeves to conceal weapons Break down the door but nobody's waking Head for the drawer, money for the taking Then he feels her touch, it becomes all too much Don't say goodbye, say hello to my good friend See, he's all I know Run and hide (yeah!), ain't no show, this is a hold-up Hope you just know that we steal to survive x2 But if this ends in ruin It could have happened anywhere Can't help but feeling human Looked up at Wall Street millionaires x2 Don't say goodbye, say hello to my good friend See, he's all I know Run and hide (yeah!), ain't no show, this is a hold-up Hope you just know that we steal to survive x2


13. 33:24 Drake Chisholm – Passages


Sometimes I think is this all worth it Is music my calling, is this really my purpose Sometimes I think about quitting and working a desk
Then I think about the time I invest The time I spend up in the booth The time I spend giving you the truth They told me, to get me a career I told them I would blow up and this would be my year But thats what I said last year and the year before The cycle never ends I can't take anymore Cause I see artists with these fans and these plays Then I look at myself feel that I'm stuck in a phase So I just wanna shout out everybody who believes in me Cause you see something that I can't even see in me And I don't say that enough They wanna ride the wave until that shit get rough But imma stay in it, even if that means I drown I invested everything I had in my sound Next year when I see my fam for Christmas I don't wanna tell em I'm going to school for business Told them I did it with music, yeah I did it with rap Ain't making much pay but I'm making these tracks I'm spreading this love and I'm getting it back Man that's what I'm trying to say I spent so many years just waiting on that day But it still hasn't came, no it still isn't here Now I'm stuck looking myself in the mirror Like am I doing this right Is this really what I'm gonna do with my life My mom keeps telling me I need to find jobs But I'm too busy worried if I'm posted on blogs I just gotta stay with it It's true what they say everybody has critics And I know the road is long and far But I've been working so damn hard so my heart beats


14. 37:05 Ivan B & Tido Vegas - After The Ending


[Hook: Daughter]
Shadows settle on the place, that you left
Our minds are troubled by the emptiness
Destroy the middle, it's a waste of time
From the perfect start to the finish line

[Verse 1: Ivan B]
See, I barely know you right now
And in fact we're not really friends
Right now my heart is screaming "Don't you do this again"
I can’t pretend that I don’t feel it;
These feelings that I’m concealing
While I’m writing, thinking “Damn
When will I see you again?”
And I know I shouldn’t do this
You wouldn’t know I’m a mess
But you could be the piece that fills the gap that’s been left
Cause I look at you, I forget;
I see a book to be read
And yet I haven’t said a word
I know it’s all for the best
And plus I know you want better
I bite my tongue; it’s whatever
Biggest flaw of the heart is it looks for love to feel better
It ain’t the same anymore;
Don’t take a chance anymore
I don’t look back to my ex;
I’m not who she wants anymore
And, my heart says “yeah”, but I don’t listen
I’ve been looking for a sign
And I’ve been acting like I missed it
Hating what I'm feelings so I'm saying don't feel it
Cause the girl I barely know has got my heart just out here trippin' like

[Hook: Daughter]
Shadows settle on the place, that you left
Our minds are troubled by the emptiness
Destroy the middle, it's a waste of time
From the perfect start to the finish line

[Verse 2: Ivan B]
Yea, we got Math from 55 in class at 7 in the morning
And aside from college credit
Yeah, you kind of make it worth it
A feeling’s worth a thousand words
And somehow I can’t word it
Cause I know there’s more to find;
There’s more to you below the surface
The grayest skies couldn’t dim those hazel eyes
Yeah, walking with you after class is where I realize
That I’m not searching for something;
I’m on the run ‘til I fall
And if you ever got to know me
Would you know me at all?
Temporary affection is all I see all around
I been down; I picked this pen up just to write my heart down
But see this feeling just won’t let up
When I’m turning around
I'm lovesick, sick of love, with no cure to be found
The latest nights is when it hits me
Man, no one really gets me
I don't know if you're the one
Or if I want you to fix me
Look, I'm done with pretend
Let me know who you are
Truth is, I'm at the end; I'll look at you as a start

[Hook: Daughter]
Shadows settle on the place, that you left
Our minds are troubled by the emptiness
Destroy the middle, it's a waste of time
From the perfect start to the finish line


15. [Hook: Daughter]


Shadows settle on the place, that you left
Our minds are troubled by the emptiness
Destroy the middle, it's a waste of time
From the perfect start to the finish line

[Verse 1: Ivan B]
See, I barely know you right now
And in fact we're not really friends
Right now my heart is screaming "Don't you do this again"
I can’t pretend that I don’t feel it;
These feelings that I’m concealing
While I’m writing, thinking “Damn
When will I see you again?”
And I know I shouldn’t do this
You wouldn’t know I’m a mess
But you could be the piece that fills the gap that’s been left
Cause I look at you, I forget;
I see a book to be read
And yet I haven’t said a word
I know it’s all for the best
And plus I know you want better
I bite my tongue; it’s whatever
Biggest flaw of the heart is it looks for love to feel better
It ain’t the same anymore;
Don’t take a chance anymore
I don’t look back to my ex;
I’m not who she wants anymore
And, my heart says “yeah”, but I don’t listen
I’ve been looking for a sign
And I’ve been acting like I missed it
Hating what I'm feelings so I'm saying don't feel it
Cause the girl I barely know has got my heart just out here trippin' like

[Hook: Daughter]
Shadows settle on the place, that you left
Our minds are troubled by the emptiness
Destroy the middle, it's a waste of time
From the perfect start to the finish line

[Verse 2: Ivan B]
Yea, we got Math from 55 in class at 7 in the morning
And aside from college credit
Yeah, you kind of make it worth it
A feeling’s worth a thousand words
And somehow I can’t word it
Cause I know there’s more to find;
There’s more to you below the surface
The grayest skies couldn’t dim those hazel eyes
Yeah, walking with you after class is where I realize
That I’m not searching for something;
I’m on the run ‘til I fall
And if you ever got to know me
Would you know me at all?
Temporary affection is all I see all around
I been down; I picked this pen up just to write my heart down
But see this feeling just won’t let up
When I’m turning around
I'm lovesick, sick of love, with no cure to be found
The latest nights is when it hits me
Man, no one really gets me
I don't know if you're the one
Or if I want you to fix me
Look, I'm done with pretend
Let me know who you are
Truth is, I'm at the end; I'll look at you as a start

[Hook: Daughter]
Shadows settle on the place, that you left
Our minds are troubled by the emptiness
Destroy the middle, it's a waste of time
From the perfect start to the finish line


16. 40:08 Witt Lowry & Tido Vegas - I Could Be


[Intro: 3LAU]
Nobody's perfect, I'll never try, no
But I promise I'm worth it if you just open up your eyes
I don't need a second chance, I need a friend
Someone who's gon stand by me right there till the end
If you want the best of my heart
You've just gotta see the good in me

[Hook: 3LAU]
Cause I could be the rain in your desert sky
I could be the fire in your darkest night
I could be your curse or your angel
It's all in how you love me

I could be your sun when it's cold outside
I could be your rock when there's nowhere to hide
I could be your curse or your angel
It's all in how you love me
It's how you love me

[Verse 1: Witt Lowry]
I never said I was perfect, see I never claimed to be
Cause perfect is perception, perception is all that they can see
A vacancy replacing this space in place where my heart should be
Harping on these emotions, self loathing, broken, what's wrong with me?
A song to me is more than just some bullshit and words
Its the only time some nobody like me will be heard
I was that kid that would get picked last
Never the one that would skip class
Never to puff when the piff pass
So me and a rap is a miss match right?
Your stereotype got me feeling up tight, got me wanting to fight
I've been up every night, as I write and I write
I've been looking for light in the darkness of night
Its a bit of a pipe... dream, that's what they told me
If I listened to your dumbass, I'd regret it as the old me

[Hook: 3LAU]
Cause I could be the rain in your desert sky
I could be the fire in your darkest night
I could be your curse or your angel
It's all in how you love me

I could be your sun when it's cold outside
I could be your rock when there's nowhere to hide
I could be your curse or your angel
It's all in how you love me
It's how you love me

[Verse 2: Witt Lowry]
I never said I was perfect, see I never claimed to be
Cause perfect is perception, perception is all that they can see
Amazes me I found a group of people who found faith in me
TEAMWITT until my death
I'll fucking take that to the grave with me
They can't see through bullshit
So they're left with only fake and weak
Ten writers to write timber, spill my soul and no one's playing me
It's plain to see, they hating me
They take what they can take from me
They'll never find no fake in me
They said my dream was make believe
Well thankfully I use your hate to me to motivate, you see?
I could be your everything or everyday your enemy
Or everyday your memory, you might just be a friend of me
You spend your time defending me, but me is all I tend to... be

[Hook: 3LAU]
Cause I could be the rain in your desert sky
I could be the fire in your darkest night
I could be your curse or your angel
It's all in how you love me

I could be your sun when it's cold outside
I could be your rock when there's nowhere to hide
I could be your curse or your angel
It's all in how you love me
It's how you love me


17. 43:08 Abstract & Blulake - Correlationships


[Verse 1: Abstract]
I used to say what I wanted to hear
Now I look back and see how I got here
Without the sugarcoated but emotion coast
And on the hope its clear begin the dopest
From the coldest place you fear
A drop in my ocean
But that drop became a wave
And that wave became a storm
That storm became a hurricane
Now I'm coarsing through the states
The over seas they know the name
But ever since that ship bailed
I've never been the same
All cause you chose popularity
I'm popular as fuck
You probably say get over it
But damn I hold a grudge
I ain't perfect not at all
But I was someone you could call
Loyal as loyal gets
And these days I'm not at all
What I used to be
Because what I used to be didn't work
Now every girl I'm with now
Never seems to work
The best way to do it
Was the way that I got hurt
I know I made mistakes
But hope life showed you what I'm worth

[Chorus]
You said you were there for me
You wouldn't let me fall
All the times I share with you
Were you even there at all

Nowhere to run where I am
The scared truth will turn to lies
Cause who I am
Is where you want to be

[Verse 2: Abstract]
I was young dumb protective
But I always ment the best
Had a heart a couple sizes
Maybe too big for my chest
And you, you had the same
Till that shit became compressed
While mine shrunk within depression
You said hope you learned your lesson
Lesson that consisted of fuck communication and attention
I can make a huge jab but I'll spare it the mention
All in all I'm over it
But being back brings back some memories
Good to see my friends
But damn it brings back enemies
Wasn't really treated with respect growing up
But now I got the voice so excuse me when I stunt
Used to be so blind, but now look back and know whats up
Pretty fucked up that back then weren't many I could trust
It's karma that I'm here
See it all comes around
Cause now they say whats up
When I rode through town
They used to laugh at my dreams
Homie who laughs now
And it's only the beginning
Wait till I cash out

[Chorus]
You said you were there for me
You wouldn't let me fall
All the times I share with you
Were you even there at all

Nowhere to run where I am
The scared truth will turn to lies
Cause who I am
Is where you want to be


18. 45:55 Nic Lopez & Abstract, Jacoby & Carly Butler - Bring it On Home


I can't go on it's what she said
But girl don't you worry, it'll be ok
You've got a place to rest your head
At the end of every day

See this game ain't always fair
Sometimes you feel alone
But I'll be waiting here
Waiting for you to come back home

Cause love is all we know
Like a song that's slow
It goes on and on and on
It goes on and on and on
Love is all we need
If there's you and me
It goes on and on and on
It goes on and on and on

Don't be afraid, don't be afraid
If you can't find the words to say
Just bring it all home baby
Bring all your worries to me
Don't be afraid, don't be afraid
Every little thing it's gonna be okay
Just bring it all home baby
Give all your worries to me

Girl, don't you worry about a thing
You're the light to my darkness like the sunrise brings
My everything, revolves around you
Like the sun to the earth and the earth to the moon

But you must know the sun needs the moon sometimes
To remind it of the power and the rays it shines
So like the moon I'll be your rock
Count on me to keep you shining when your shine is off the clock

Be a shoulder when you need it
When you feel you've been defeated
When your energy depleted
Till' my heart is over beating
You know it beats for you

My everything is all I give to you
Don't be afraid, we're gon' make it girl

Don't be afraid, don't be afraid
If you can't find the words to say
Just bring it all home baby
Bring all your worries to me
Don't be afraid, don't be afraid
Every little thing it's gonna be okay
Just bring it all home baby
Give all your worries to me

Came through, they told me to talk away
Sitting reminiscent, thinking about it everyday
It's all okay
I thought that today's when I backed up
Told them I would wrap up
My friends was getting wrapped up

I took my songs and packed up
Grabbed up a little bit
Release another song
Why this people never fucked with it?

Fell by the way side
It's all alright cuz damn I tried
To take a break from branching out
Show them all what I'm about

But damn man
I just wanna push it to capacity
This is just the man that I had planned to be, yeah Anthony
Looking at my own reflection
My perspective it's too obscure man
I did it all for you man

Don't be afraid, don't be afraid
If you can't find the words to say
Just bring it all home baby
Bring all your worries to me
Don't be afraid, don't be afraid
Every little thing it's gonna be okay
Just bring it all home baby
Give all your worries to me