Illijam
(s)Insanity
Hook
And I find myself right here again/
Crushed by awful consequence/
The fallout of forbidden fruit/
Of paramours I always choose/
Now I'm trapped in the ties of these passionate lies/
And I swear that I won’t then I do every time/
I think I'm out of my mind/
Sinsanity, am I too far-gone tonight?/ (2x)
Sinsanity, will you take me back this time?/ (2x)

Verse 1
You should see the battle in my soul/
I am way more twisted than I know/
Conflicted, addicted, sickened O/
Chase illicit highs yet ever low/
I find myself so/
Enticed by vices, at the moment of crisis/
I trade what's priceless, for a fool’s paradise/
Feel like ecstasy, til it's see ya later/
Here & gone, like a fleeting vapor/
Flew to the sun with wax wings, Fell despite my flapping/

Pre-Chorus
And I love what'll get my killed/
Snub what'd save my life/
Sell my soul for a thrill/
Psycho state of mind/
But I hate what I do, don't do what I wanna/
Wanna love God so how am I gonna/
Trade him for anything, I am a wicked wretch/
Who will deliver me from this body of death?/

Verse 2
Fatal attraction: it's always fascinating/
It coax us in the casket, latch it, start assassinating/
Hate these, invasive memories of sensual revelry/
DNA sick with devilry, is better what I will ever be?/
Traded the truth about God for a lie/
Created things are what I deify/
Do it again though I know I'm deceived/
Why do I do it? O help me believe/
Only in you can I really find joy/
Save me from the fantasy of all these decoys/

Outro
Don't celebrate over me, O my enemy/
When I fall, I shall rise/
When I sit in the pitch black abyss I trust this/
God’ll be a light for me, fight for me, it’ll be all right for me/