[Verse 1]
Fresh out of rehab
Looking like he never Smoked tweak he has cheeks and they're lookin like some beanbags
Doesn't have his jeans sagged and has his self esteem back
I say its good to see you clean bro I mean that
Just for fun we'd throw on gloves I got beat bad
That muthafucka always got me with some clean jabs
Yeah he always had me whenever it'd come to scrapping
But fuck it cause I had him whenever it would come to these raps
And we'd stay up and play
Call of duty Sometimes watch a movie covered in crumbs from a bunch of lays
We hanged every other day it was fuckin great
I was lookin up to him for once and not the other way
But I was still afraid that he'd go out with his buds and blaze/
Cause I knew he couldn't handle the tempta-tion
But he shunned all his ugly ways/
I was convinced he was gunna change/
[Verse 2]
Pretty soon little stuff went missin
They were convinced it was my bruh, but I was against it
They say he's back to his addiction, I believed it just a smidgen
I was more convinced that my alcoholic uncle did it
He's been in and out of prison so before we make a dumb decision
Shouldn't he be considered for what was committed?
Just admit it, but my aunt lost her locket
The day that it was purchased and went searchin my bros pockets
She found out kicked him out and, he swore that he found it on the floor and forgot it, but no one bought it
Except me, I didn't think he was on meth, no
Maybe he's a clepto and don't know how to let go
But he did get a little bit thinner
But maybe he just missed a few dinners
At least he can visit whenever
I didn't care what they said I was convinced he was better
[Verse 3]
I can see it in his face man he smoked something
Mom confronted him now they're both cussing
She's pouring out like yolk I tried to cool it down with jokes but it slows nothing
Here we go again
Except this time he shoved her, he shoved her
So hard her head slammed against the cupboard
I grabbed him by the neck and say don't touch my mother
You motherfucker and I punch him right in his damn mouth till its punctured
Mom pulls me off and I tell him he gotta go
He stumbled out of the house and mumbled sorry bro
That had me freeze up like stagefright, man I hate fights
I know I should of brought him back home and made thangs right
Fuck, man I should of hit the break lights
It wasn't him, Drugs were the reason he didn't think right
But who'da known that he'd die frm an overdose the same night
My problem was that I didn't speak
I held it in and I let him sink
If you have someone you love that's doing drugs
I know its hard but play a part and help them to think
Talking don't make you less or weak
I regret the words I never said that week
Its embedded in my head I won't forget it till I'm dead
But at least then I can get some sleep