I feel like I'm losing my head, right now
So many tears on my bed, right now
Since i left my girlfriend my life's in a whirlwind
I think I'd be better off dead right now
What's become of me?
I've become ugly
Word on the street, is they heard I'm a beast
And that's prolly why these ho's run from me
What the fuck, do you want from me?
Love and affections, bitch I've got nothing
Call me an asshole, call me an arrogant fuck
I don't even let God judge me
I'm stuck in my ways
Give a fuck whatchu say, you cannot budge me
Stay the fuck away
Cause your love's at stake if you broads love me
I am not joking, let it all soak in
The hole in my heart would eat you alive

We can fuck all you want, if you're looking for love
I will leave you deprived
If all that I need is me
Then why would there ever be "you and I?"
Nowadays all they do is cry and tell me I "I need you to try"
And I really need you to leave, I'll give you reasons to go
I got these demons in me and these fuckers eat out my soul
Yes, they are defeating me
It's best you leave me alone
Because being with me, means they must be in control

Feel like I'm losing my soul right now
I don't even fucking know right now
Drinking to slumber
Weekends I recover
Shit there is no other me to go right now
I should have run
Never been good at love cause it's not for real
I really need to get my mind off things
Shoulda took that drug
Shoulda popped those pills
I'll do whatever it takes to make sure my heart don't feel
Like lighting up, and driving drunk
I wonder how I got home still
No matter what I do there's a part of me that's not fulfilled
So, if all I do is break shit then why would you want to build?
It's a big mistake, so just sit and wait for the next man to come and love you right
Cause I'm the fucked up type, that'll fuck up once and fuck up twice
With no second thoughts, girl
You're better off, and no. You'll never become my wife
Nothing you can do or say to make you become the love of my life
What's wrong with me? Is there a name for this? Can anyone relate to this?
My shamelessness will leave you in pain
But I hate being this way, nothing's making sense
I fucking hate regrets
So many failed attempts
Either this drink's gonna take my life or I will
Place your bets