[Intro]
It's that time again huh
Oh oh, oh-oh, oh, I'd go...

[Verse 1]
Don't get them compositions while we going to twist it
Crosses tatted on my face they think I'm contradicting
But they figure it's my faith when I'm beyond religion
Very flawless, still a angel in my mamma's vision
Listen, misunderstood in every sense
I still stood up for myself when it mattered and left no prints
Creative, feeling jaded I'm faded behind these tents
Playing chicken with a Mac truck
I ain't back up or flinch
Now, I spoke on depression before the acceptance of music
Let these lame artists use it like the tool kit
The rap game is not about talent is who you cool with
How many times they toast you
Push the numbers on your socials
And it's the shit I go through like a tug of war between me
Cause I could make it right now if I decided not to be me
If I went against the grain and got indicted on twitter
Put less substance in my music, more guns in my pictures
Picture that I think this shit is whack
Wasn't bad experience when I was flipping bags
Keep them lagging thinking the ones that we lost
Dirty young and turn my quart of water into a falls
I love my pops but our relationship is dicey
We barely speak and when we do I feel like he don't like me
The rest of his family I cut them off cause shit is shiesty
Barely see my god kids replace the lost time with nikeys
[Bridge]
Oh lord
Oh Lord
It's my mother fucker life
I swear to God

[Verse 2]
Been at this rap shit so long
It's hard to not get discouraged
Take this Henny to the neck
I hope my body get nourished
They laugh when they see me down
Quietly watching me flourish
It's like I can't win from losing
So I'm alcohol abusing
I quit the percocets and the Xanax that had me grooving
Hope my fans don't hold me to that standard cause I'm human
It's a war in the morning every day that I wake
Visit my bro he doing life I see the pain in his face
Strong belief in God, one day they'll open the gates
Till then I chose to be with him and just keep up the faith
Its hard to make it out of Marksville like I'm leaving the race
Got it with me in my city cause it's keeping me safe
Harsh realities been hard to cope with for real
But if independence can't feed me and I don't get a deal
What if this rap shit don't work cause I ain't getting no younger
All I know I'm still starving, can't get rid of this hunger
It's Blanco