[Intro]
Yeah
Shit like medicine to me
God feeding my sould you know?
Light up Dotta
I guess I just view the world differently
It's the only way I know how to express it
Blanco

[Verse 1]
And even on my darkest days
When I forget the accomplishments and the marks we made
On the verge of quitting, thanking God that I ain't walk away
Sending money to my bros books, same time as I'm popping spades
I've been doubted by some onlookers
Surrounded by the stickup kids and wrong pushers
Raw cooked up, tryna flee the scene bеfore the law book us
Rapper dissеd me on a song and got his jaw shook up (on God)
Vegas strip, the latest whip packed with blonde hookers
Milly Marciano, I'm connected in Brockton
From CMB, still respected in the trenches in Boston
Everyday I'm fresh to death like I'm dressed for a coffin
You see the franchise on my roster, I'ma' send for her often
I broke bread when they were starving, now they thirsty to diss me
Staring out this limo tint, I'm in this bourbon, I'm tipsy
No baby momma on my phone but my main bitch miss me
I gotta go, I'm on the road, I got a bag in Poughkeepsie
It's Millyz
[Chorus]
Violet skies, I got these clouds that's hanging over me
And it got me thinking that I'm not where I'm supposed to be
And it got me drinking, think this bottle taking over me
It's to the point my momma say she miss the sober me
But even on my dark nights
When I'm sliding in this bitch, I hit the fog lights
I'm going through the motions, somehow I know I'm alright
Somehow I knew that I'd be alright

[Verse 2]
Shit getting crunchy, now the feds is using rappers lyrics
You can't supress what's in my heart, or trap what's in my spirit
My vision clear, it's crazy how they tried to disappear it
When fans told me they might've died if they didn't hear it
You know it's evil when the law is illegal
My music touching all different people, it's all like an eagle
You can feel it in your heart, this type of talk is cerebral
I do this til' my bones decay and my whole body get feeble (Woo!)
My friends lifers and it's hurting me daily
I'm on the Adderall right now, but maybe perkies'll save me
Tryna stay away from snakes, I seen the serpents betray me (I seen it)
Court side with my mother cause' she the person that raised me
Feel like I'm going on my second life, double up and bet it twice (Yeah)
How many people did you help? That's how you measure life (That's how you measure life)
S.P.E.D. kid, that means I grew up on the meds, alright?
No longer sharing knowledge with the ones who won't accept advice
It's [?]
[Chorus]
Violet skies, I got these clouds that's hanging over me
And it got me thinking that I'm not where I'm supposed to be
And it got me drinking, think this bottle taking over me
It's to the point my momma say she miss the sober me
But even on my dark nights
When I'm sliding in this bitch, I hit the fog lights
I'm going through the motions, somehow I know I'm alright
Somehow I knew that I'd be alright