[Verse 1: A Certain Energy]
My minds standing on the balcony
Should I step on back
Or test the fact that maybe god's with me
Should I pull a trigger
Over figures
That my eye's don't see
Health is close to obsolete
Murdered from the third degree
I don't need your empathy
Mentally, losing energy
Life is all a struggle
This tunnel has got no light to see
Daily dose is doubled
I'm troubled
I don't feel anything
Sorrows in a funnel
I'm humble that death is friends with me
And I don't ever try to live complex
Been staring down the ground
It's almost like it wants contact
You don't want to know where my mind's at
Been talking to the mirror yet conversations been nonsense
All this alcohols been abusive
You can hear it through the music
My heart is useless to movement, yeah
When I say I want it I prove it
Ahh damn
I'm just skeptical just to do it, yeah

[Chorus: Iam3am]
I got all these thoughts in my head
Like If I died now, who would care
Feeling like I failed myself
But I don't wanna fail no one else
I don't think nobody understands
Feeling like I failed myself
Thinking 'bout ending it, but damn
I don't wanna fail no one else

[Verse 2: A Certain Energy]
I send my prayers up
I get a read instead of replies
I'm not good enough must mean I might be ready to die
I've been talking to Morpheus
Just to gain some euphoria
Saying dreams aren't for the living
Check the prints and designs
Eternal slumber is the key to this
Maybe life is meaningless
As I take a step forward the ground became my canvas
As the red became the answers
To painting vivid lined images
A story
Of lost hope, self doubt in its glory I swear
And even then I couldn't settle down
I'm fighting holding it together
Somehow someone came around
Punctured wounds, broken ribs, and still I lay here breathin'
Coughin' blood onto the cement
Slowly numbin' from bleedin'
Damn
Sure enough the world has gotten cold
All the voices started dyin' slow
Everything became a blur
Thus the darkness then emerged
Suddenly you'd see my eyes close

[Chorus: Iam3am]
I got all these thoughts in my head
Like If I died now, who would care
Feeling like I failed myself
But I don't wanna fail no one else
I don't think nobody understands
Feeling like I failed myself
Thinking 'bout ending it, but damn
I don't wanna fail no one else

[Bridge: Iam3am]
I don't wanna live
At least not like this
Someone take it away
There ain't nobody
Who cares about me
Someone take it away

[Chorus: Iam3am]
I got all these thoughts in my head
Like If I died now, who would care
Feeling like I failed myself
But I don't wanna fail no one else
I don't think nobody understands
Feeling like I failed myself
Thinking 'bout ending it, but damn
I don't wanna fail no one else