[Verse 1]
I know i need to deal with stress better (ay)
Smoke too many tenth letters (Js)
So much, time I waste
Inside my brain
Just to, find some space
Til i’m lonely in the dead center

Papa Mr. Best Effort
Mama Mrs. Soul Giver
Both, go, getters, from the get, don’t, forget us remember, time spent with us, “fall down, boy get up!”

Cuz you can’t find peace less you find it within
Been on my knees, yelling
Father I've sinned
Mother, Mary Jane
Daughter, Bottle of Gin
Keep calling my name
When I ain’t talking to them
I swear!

When did this start and, when will it end?
All this waiting got me doubting my strength
I know He patient, I’m still talking to Him
All that i did, hypocrite, turn around & forget

I hit the ground then start counting to 10
The only sound is the sound of my flesh
A, pound in my chest, surrounded by bliss
Forehead, 5 prayers, to remind of this…

Life is temporary, so quit thinkin so much
Cigarette butts, synonyms, umms....fingers adjust
Clicks in my thumbs
Just to tell you this much
Its all love
And no I ain’t drunk
So before you interrupt

[Hook]
This is not some drug shit, nu uh
This is on some love shit
You’re my, favorite substance
In case, you’re wondering
I made you something
I know that you gon' love this!

This is not some drug shit, nu uh
This is on some love shit
You’re my, favorite substance
In case, you’re wondering
I know there's something
Above this hiiiiiiigh

[Bridge]
I i i i i i i i know
He won’t leave me
Leave me on my own
I i i i i i i i know
He won’t goooooo

[Verse 2]
I slept with Mary
Cuddled magic
It got scary
Popped a xanie
Cigarettes, nicorrette, silhouettes of all my exes
Never treat me like you do, of all the drugs the most effective is
Truth, baby your love and, you
More than enough, will, do
Confessions of an addict
I can’t help but be attached, see i’m stuck on you

Like
Lint on velcro
Shit on health code
Clicks on cellphone
Get the point, held close

I was lost in stealth mode
Busy writing death notes
I was screaming hell no
Til i felt the spell broke

Now i’m spitting flows so cold they thinking that my breath froze
Kinda flows that get you shows, open with a guest host
Breathe it in I'm kinda sick I call this one asbestos
Came a long long long way, long way from taking L’s

YO
Next flow, yes, no?
Too sweet? french toast?
Too east? west coast?
Text no, yes-folks!
Let’s go, get throwed
Worldwide, yes Lord!
No no no no
Fine, now I”m dead
Slow

I'm still working on my best O
Word up to my rents tho
Said, never let em' get the best of me, but
Make sure I give my best tho!

[Hook - Outro]
This is not some drug shit, nu uh
This is on some love shit
You’re my, favorite substance
In case, you’re wondering
I made you something
I know that you gon' love this!

This is not some drug shit, nu uh
This is on some love shit
You’re my, favorite substance
In case, you’re wondering
I know there's something
Above this hiiiiiiigh

I i i i i i i i know
He won’t leave me
Leave me on my own
I i i i i i i i know
He won’t goooooo