Young Abdulleh
Bernal Heights
[Hook: Breana Marin]
Sometimes it feels like we've been through so much
The ups, the downs, the ins, and the outs of us
I can't forget forget all the ways that you make my body feel
But in the end, was it really worth the risk
[Verse 1: Young Abdulleh]
She got her life together as a public figure
Thumbin away at the bands, yeah, is she getting any richer?
Stripping herself down for these other n***as
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, she only 17 but she looks a little older
Face full of makeup, snorting coke in Bernal Heights
Poppin pills, throwin Jameson back, you rolling the dice
I know a couple homies that switch on me twice
And I know a couple homies that fuckin ended their life
This shit ain't really worth the price
I struck 60k in bitcoin and she still diggin deeper
Sacrifice miles for people that don't move a meter
Never knew Jeyna had those features til I really started to see her
Remember the late night drives when I slept in my beater
No one was there for me when I was all alone
Trapped by myself in multimillion dollar homes
Spending so much time on the things that we wish for
Takin shots of henny, yeah my liver got six more
Can we keep this going on in six different time zones
Pics of Jeyna Ponce are just stuck on my iPhone
Once I sleep for good hopefully the people become wide awake
Take away the pain, the drugs can't escape
[Hook: Breana Marin]
Sometimes it feels like we've been through so much
The ups, the downs, the ins, and the outs of us
I can't forget forget all the ways that you make my body feel
But in the end, was it really worth the risk
[Verse 2: Young Abdulleh]
I don't know how imma make it outta here clean
Can't even keep track of who plays for the other team
Iconic duos rip and split at the seams
Good hearted people takin' it to extremes
98 Acura, name on a double cup
Had to take the money, I signed it, I doubled up
Aye look, you fell off, that's some funny stuff
Big league chew, seeds outta dirt
Actions speak louder than words, I see them start to convert
The people I looked up to are going from bad to worse
Their actions are out of character even when they rehearse
Can't trust no n***a when everyone behind you
All the times you fuck up are what really define you
Vallejo Drive, yeah we at the top
Called up an escort just to give me top
There's temporary relief but we all know this shit never stops
4PM in Calabasas, 3AM in Dubai
I wonder who's tellin these lies, am I right?
[Hook: Breana Marin]
Sometimes it feels like we've been through so much
The ups, the downs, the ins, and the outs of us
I can't forget forget all the ways that you make my body feel
But in the end, was it really worth the risk
[Verse 3: Young Abdulleh]
Missed calls in the Escalade, I can't even relate
Got thousands wanting to reach me but they in the safe
You don't worry 'bout fittin' in when you custom made
Me and Hector used to plot on how to make a change
Now me and Kobe doin' shots the night before the game
Still drop 50 with liquor in my system
Numbers goin' unlisted just to create some distance
I might see you on and off but I'll never switch ya
In the middle of the summer with a wood on me and a fiend for the snow
She a fiend for the blow, I'm a G, to the code
Keys to the Jeep and the deed to the boat
Yeah I make trap but I'm king with the flow
Gotta love it though they hatin homie
Blocked your social, like a goalie
Out my basement, dropped my tape, got my homie's placements
Finding my soul, trying to get out of the maze
Haters don't even concern me today
Talkin that shit, success is their pain
Making it rain
Making it rain
Making it rain
Making it rain
Bitch you can't see me
Bitch you can't see me
Bitch you can't see me
Bitch you can't see me