[Chorus: Scottay]
I tell myself lies
I'm a devil in disguise
I start all my wars, yeah
I'm my own demise
Trapped inside my mind
Death was my design
My rose grow so short
Time to say goodbye

[Verse 1: Dedboii Kez]
Time and time again I remember
Suicide knows that December
I see your face every winter
My mind's amazing, you're at the center
Punch the sidewalk gave me blisters
With my bloody fists while I'm screaming out "Why!"
How could I tell your sister, I watched you bleed for thе very last time

[Chorus: Scottay]
I tell mysеlf lies
I'm a devil in disguise
I start all my wars, yeah
I'm my own demise
Trapped inside my mind, huh
Death was my design
My rose grow so short, yeah
Time to say goodbye
[Verse 2: PE$O PETE]
[?] hop in my whip
I cannot survive without you at my hip
I had homies die and I can't get no grip
It's luck that I survived, luck that I'm alive
[?] right now it's the ballad of my life
One more homie down, one more [?]
I was outside with the gang
We were outside really risking our lives
Wishing [?] I ain't [?]
Goddamn, goddamn
Always thinkin' bad thoughts
Goddamn, goddamn
Always fuckin' pissed off
Goddamn, goddamn
Take me away

[Chorus: Scottay]
I tell myself lies
I'm a devil in disguise
I start all my wars, yeah
I'm my own demise
Trapped inside my mind, huh
Death was my design
My rose grow so short, yeah
Time to say goodbye
[Verse 3: Dedboii Kez]
I'm sorry that you saw us fall, it's all inside my head
I had tried to right my wrongs, but it all went wrong instead
Now, I am all alone, I toss and turn inside my bed, yeah
I just miss my friends, ohh

[Chorus: Scottay]
I tell myself lies
I'm a devil in disguise
I start all my wars, yeah
I'm my own demise
Trapped inside my mind, yeah
Death was my design
My rose grow so short, yeah
Time to say goodbye