Oh my endless distraction, I've been lying to you
A few days now and things are feeling like they used to
And though my room seems
Like it's holding secrets cause it's seen it all
Things feel alright
When I'm sleeping away from the walls
Oh, and you, you gave up on me to fast
But your, oh, your parents would've never done that

And yes it's cold out here
But I'm feeling fine
I'm a little bit better tonight
And I must admit
You've been on my mind
But I'll, try to fight it
And you, you'll try to fight it

And your brother
You look up to the way that he brushes his hair
And you see things
You see things in his words that I promise aren't there
Saying "boy will you be like me?"
Lost a lover, but I found her in poetry

Is it cold out there?
Are you feeling fine?
Cause you don't seem yourself tonight
Say "I must admit
You've been on my mind
But I'll try to fight it"
Did you, did you try to fight it?
Why'd you try to fight it?

And the flowers
The flowers you left, they started to die
And my mother
She don't understand why I won't take them outside