Sydney Renae
How You Gonna
If I could go back to the day we met
I would probably do it all over again
And I would choose not to be your friend
When you ask me, I’ll just say I got a man
It wouldn’t be no dates
It would be no staying late at my house
It would be no watching movies on my couch
Shit went left, and I’m just trynna figure out
Said you’d always be my baby then you bounced
How you gonna’ up and leave like that
When I gave you all I had
I gave you the real me
Told you all my feelings
And you gonna’ turn around and front like you don’t feel me
I put that on my life that I ain't' see this coming
Opened up my heart I should have never let you come in
But I wish you well though
Thats all that I could tell you
Maybe in your next life you’ll find everything you wanted
I never thought that loving you would cause me pain
I’ll never put a man before myself again
You should have told me that you was uncertain
This ain't’ what I want and this ain't' working
You was dead ass my baby
Loved the shit out of you crazy
Shit its crazy, how you could just turn around and try to play me
Boy I know that we been going through some things
But just keep it real is all I’m saying
I was the one loving you
I was the one cuffing you
Call me when you need me, I was the one coming thru
Why didn’t you believe in us
How come you just couldn’t love
It wasn’t that you didn’t care.. You just wasn’t good at love
How you gonna up and leave like that
When I gave you all I had
I gave you the real me
Told you all my feelings
And you gonna’ turn around and front like you don’t feel me
I put that on my life that I ain't' see this coming
Opened up my heart I should have never let you come in
But I wish you well though
That all that I could tell you
Maybe in your next life you’ll find everything you wanted