Chasing dreams getting ran into hell
If this kush gone imma need xanax foreal
I don't see no one around guess the fam wasn't real
Doin shit dolo i even manage myself
Fuck 'em , n***as ain't loyal hadda cut em
Had my back till they saw the mix tape wasn't buzzing
Now they getting nervous, started switching up the plan
Said illl never stand a chance , unless i make shit for the functions
Cause if you tryna make some rap shit it won't work
You stuck makin one sound cause you made you're a jerk
Surprise , you get to be a slave your whole life
If I'd-a known I'd be this boxed in wouldn't of signed
Layin low-key but I'm still in this bitch
I will not quit rap when I get rich
They say they won't that new favorite rapper flow
But I don't know honestly I'm kinda feel in this switch
Never got to get that mansion up in Belair
But fuck it tho I'm grinding bet I'll get it next year
But don't get me wrong
Cause what I'm worth is far from failure
Would I change shit looking back? N***a hell yeah
Before I signed a deal I woulda shopped around
And read more
I was 16 young and clouded
Surrounded by label n***as out prowling
I was way too excited needed more doubting
Raps getting worse had no balance
If you don't practice it's a gift you gotta work for talent
Underage bottle service we was out wildin'
How much money are we making? I am not countin'
We was fly when they was bums now they all stylin'
Shoulda benched some of the team before they started foulin'
Stole a lil' cash and I ain't talking thousands
Shoulda hired accountants to watch accountants
22 on some Jay z shit
Just a lil' better
I robbed EM wasn't even a set up
I'm bold
Sleep with the crown get jacked when you dozed
Half a foot behind Soul running laps around Hov
Honestly I think our generation's X-Men
These kids now days out rap legends
Some radio guy in NY made this comment
Like how am I a rapper if I ain't pay homage
Well 2Pac was the man foreal
Pay no other n***a homage they ain't pay my bills
And honestly I ain't even like that shit
It was barely anybody that was tight like that
You still sleeping man, you a jet lag fan
Old rappers like Mike , wasn't hard to be the best back then
Imma 2030 Jordan more like it
Naw fuck it, take Jordan I'm the rap game Bryant

I work hard but the shit still ain't changing
Give my all but it still move slow
Sometimes I just don't wanna be here
Be here no mo'

What if I'm just not meant to be famous
What if all of this shit was a waste
Maybe God taking everything from me
Is the only way to be great