Yo I deleted everything, yeah, but I'm still stuck with the memories
I have a broken a smile I'm not happy I just pretend to be
Angry and full of jealousy, hate me but just remember me
Feeling a lack of energy, latching on what you said to me
''We'll last forever'' but that's a fucking lie
Cuz' if it was true you wouldn't be fuckin' another guy!
Especially when we barely broke up the other night
Like what did you do to me, girl you started another fight!
You blame me
Ever since you left, you don't know what I been thru
Cuz' I been so depressed and there's nobody to vent to
There's no heart in my chest for me to forgive you
Cuz' I'd be dating a slut that's how everyone depicts you
Cuz' everyone knows what you did and that's the worst thing
What's worse is I'm tryna chase you after how bad you hurt me!
My friends say "Jonathan give this bitch up" but their words are
Not working
It's just when we broke apart a piece of my heart got buried
I miss you
Saying I didn't would be lying and I'm sad because you're
Happy now with this other guy
And time to time, I reminisce our times
You moved forward, you left me behind
I ask myself how could I be so blind
Now I'm heart broken and you are doing fine
I drink myself to sleep, then I drink again
I wake up to nothing and you wake up to him
And it's that same dude that was your best friend
''Yeah just your best friend'' fuck it now you're fucking him
You never did love me, you put me everyone above me
You made me feel like I wasn't shit and you don't discuss me
See when I lost you, I lost my greatest something
But guess when you lost me, it's like you lost nothing
Damn