Yeah
The ones I fall for are quick to hurt me
Got me questioning if she really deserves me
Like this girl I'm trynna get with who's so quick to curve me
For a guy that we both know is gonna play her dirty
I tried to explain it to her but nothing is working
If happiness is easy to find then why am I searching?
Sent a few prayers to god but he hasn't heard me
Either that or I sent so much that I grew undeserving
I feel stuck at home there is no contacts in my phone
Who could I contact if I’m starting to feel alone?
And it’s hard to stay motivated on the path that you chose
When everyone around you takes your dreams and makes them a joke
I know, I know
That whole hater thing is stupid
But I’m so pissed and stressed that I’m ready to lose it
Fake advice from some low lives trying to shape my music
The ones who say do what you love hate you when you do it
So from time, I wonder if I'll find light in the dark
They say life is a play and I’m trying to play my part
I took my depression and i turned it into an art
Now they come around and smile but they hated me from the start
I walk outside at night and look up at the stars
When stars align, I know things won’t be as hard
I believe in what I believe in and I just needed a pause
To realize that people around me just don’t see it at all
And I’m the only on that thinks this way
It’s alright
Of course you didn’t win me
I didn’t fight
Man that's just too petty I take control of my life
See when my voice cracks that just my passion inside a mic
Never had a family I could rely on
Never was lended a shoulder that I could cry on
Never been appreciated but I know when I’m on
You’ll miss me when I’m gone
Funny you hurt me and say that I’m wrong