I fucked up again
Now it's only bad luck again
And I hate it but I'm stuck
I'm fed up sometimes I feel I've had enough
They've been holdin me down
For so damn long
Feel the weight of the whole world
On my damn lungs
And they been sayin, stop stressin
All these curses
I forget to count my blessings
It's like I never existed in the first place
Sometimes I want out of this place in the worst way
Yeah I've come close but no, I won't go
Sometimes I feel the demons got me in a chokehold
I feel the pressure on me heavy
I'm exhausted
I hate the way this makes me feel
I'm feeling nauseous
They talk to me like it's so easy
Where's the off switch?
I would say I feel defeated
But no I don't take no losses
I been down before and I'll be there again, yeah
No, I can't lose, I'll always find a way to win
And if u bet against me, know that that's a sin
The fall it gives me that adrenaline
That medicine
I'm high on 10
And then
I'm fucked up again
Now it's only bad luck again
And I hate it but I'm stuck
I'm fed up sometimes i feel I've had enough
(Sometimes I feel I've had enough)
They've been holdin me down
For so damn long
(They've been holding me down)
Feel the weight of the whole world
On my damn lungs
(And I'm feeling it now)
And they been sayin, stop stressin
All these curses
I forget to count my blessings