Raleigh Ritchie
Party Fear
[Verse 1]
Hi, I get headaches all the time
I rain tears and let them dry
Are there medics standing by?
Okay, bye, I don't know why I am like this
Honestly I've really tried
It's just the words don't reach my mind
[Verse 2]
Do you ever feel stuck?
Stuck in the middle of your life?
Wondering will it be alright?
Isn't the moon so very bright, tonight?
[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, fuck
Maybe I suck
Maybe I'm bad luck
Do you feel stuck with me?
I'm sorry I can't do this stuff
[Chorus]
Can we be clear? (Woo)
I get party fear, I get anxious drinking beer
I can't do it (I'll get through it)
I don't want to be here, I wish I could disappear
Dig a hole and climb into it (I'll get through it)
[Verse 3]
I'm into all the things you like
You talk first and I'll reply
We'll just stand here otherwise
Okay, fine, I missed everything you said
I've been trapped inside my head
Wishing I was in my bed
[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, fuck
Maybe I suck
Maybe I'm bad luck
Do you feel stuck with me?
I'm sorry I can't do this stuff
[Chorus]
Can we be clear? (Woo)
I get party fear, I get anxious drinking beer
I can't do it (I'll get through it)
I don't want to be here, I wish I could disappear
Dig a hole and climb into it (I'll get through it)
[Verse 4]
I don't feel good, I don't feel right
I don't wanna talk, I don't feel like it
And my brain hurts, and my chest tight
I don't like fun when it's organised
Don't wanna socialize, I feel shit
So I sit with a cat I hate, and stroke it
I fuckin' hate this cat, in fact
Cat, get the fuck back
Get another drink, stand by the sink
Eat pretzels, have another drink
'Til I'm numbed out, bummed out
Hotshots over there on a come down
I wish I never came, there's only me to blame
I'll be back next weekend, same, same
I don't know why I'm this way
[Chorus]
Can we be clear? (Woo)
I get party fear, I get anxious drinking beer
I can't do it (I'll get through it)
I don't want to be here, I wish I could disappear
Dig a hole and climb into it (I'll get through it)
[Outro]
Breathe