The greasy maternal idiot took you
To the cleanest place in the world
Elbows spread low over the kitchen table
Twitching over baby-smooth hermaphrodite skin
The oiled ass and small perfect flatness
He'd rescued from the unerotic oblivion
Of a fat fucked-up future
Of haziness and contradiction
Cat urine and canine stink
Rotten animal inheritance

What sort of sex was it?
Cherry ripe novelty or
Something miserable, insignificant
Faded, crushed and old
Like the jilted roadside blonde
Croaking the song
Dear fucking Diary
Today I learned
Actresses get slapped
Actresses get raped
Actresses get what?
Actresses get the fuck over it

Listen you liar
Are you like them?
You fucking like them?
A captive gorilla
When you let him paw you
Just who the fuck was the lonely one?
Is that your best kept secret?
The Alice pill you snatch
From the blind evolutionary drift
Of your common and ugly unsaved self