Capstan
​shattered glass
[Verse 1]
Destroy my life again
As I stared into the wreckage
Saw reflections of the good I lost
'Cause honestly, there's no honesty
And I've begun to pay the cost
Of a heart forever restless
Kept me running past the love I saw
A fatal flaw

[Chorus]
Break myself down, but there's
Nothing inside, only hollow, empty lies
And I don't know how to deal with the hate I feel
Looking in the mirror, felt it all my life
'Cause I've nevеr been alright

[Verse 2]
Forever on the mеnd
And despair is so relentless
It's imprisoning my memory
Piece of me under lock and key
When I have got no right to be
'Cause I wanted to be selfless
But I dwell on my own suffering
So selfishly
[Chorus]
Break myself down, but there's
Nothing inside, only hollow, empty lies
And I don't know how to deal with the hate I feel
Looking in the mirror, felt it all my life
'Cause I've never been alright
And I've never been okay
There's a vacancy I have within
And I see it every day
Break myself down, but there's
Nothing inside and I've felt it all my life
'Cause I've never been alright

[Bridge]
The spiral widens still
The cycle grows with age
A beast without the will
To escape from the cage
Numbered my days

[Chorus]
Break myself down, but there's
Nothing inside, only hollow, empty lies
And I don't know how to deal with the hate I feel
Looking in the mirror, felt it all my life
'Cause I've never been alright
And I've never been okay
There's a vacancy I have within
And I see it every day
Break myself down, but there's
Nothing inside and I've felt it all my life
'Cause I've never been alright