Beginning: I'M NOT GON LIE, I’M STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU & SHIT BEEN HELLA SAD EVER SINCE YOU LEFT THE PICTURE, GOT ME WANTING TO GO CLUBBING AND JUST DROWN IN SOME LIQUOR, BUT I'M JUST FOCUSING ON MUSIC SO I COULD BE RICHER, YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND THAT’S NOT GON CHANGE BUT I PROMISE ON MY LIFE IMA NEVER COVER YOUR NAME, I'M JUST HERE WISHING AND PRAYING THAT SHIT COULD HAVE STAYED THE SAME, BUT WE JUST GREW APART OVER TIME NO ONES TO BLAME SO INSANE NOW , I WANNA SAY THAT I'M SO SORRY FOR MY ACTIONS, I'M VERY INSECURE BECAUSE I DO NOT FEEL ATTRACTIVE, I TRIED TO BE SECURE BUT I JUST COULDN'T MOVE PAST THIS, I'M WONDERING IF I'M THE REASON WHY WE NEVER LASTED , THIS WAS DRASTIC MAN IT HAPPENED SO QUICK, CANT EVEN EAT, CANT EVEN SLEEP, AND CONSTANTLY FEELING SICK, BLAMING MYSELF CAUSE I'M WONDERING IF THIS COULD BE FIXED, BUT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS GIRL I SWEAR YOU THE SHIT , CAUSE YOU’RE MY HOMIE FOR LIFE, CAUSE YOU WERE ALMOST MY WIFE, WE SHARE A KID AND HE LOVES YOU WE BARELY EVEN HAD FIGHTS , YOU GOT ME UP THROUGH THE NIGHT AND QUESTIONING IF ITS RIGHT, DON’T CARE HOW BAD A GIRL IS , I DON'T SEE HER IN MY SIGHT, I DIDN’T FEEL LIKE YOUR TYPE I STUDIED GIRLS LIKE EXAMS, CAUSE I JUST WANNA LOOK LIKE THE GIRLS YOU LIKED ON THE GRAM, SO SAD THAT WE GREW APART CAUSE WE WERE SUCH A GOOD FAM, BUT SOMETIMES SHIT DONT WORK OUT CAUSE ITS NOT PART OF THE PLAN, YOU'RE SUCH A QUEEN TO OUR SON, HE LOVE YOU SO MUCH IT HURT, BUT ITS THE BEST FOR OUR SON TO LET IT GO PUT HIM FIRST,THANK YOU FOR LOVING HIM HARD AND TREATING HIM LIKE YOUR BLOOD, NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS GIRL HE WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR SON, I CANT BELIEVE WE ARE DONE, I FEEL MY CHEST BREAKING HARD, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH IT HURT, YOU GOT ME PRAYING TO GOD, BEGGING HIM FOR MY SOUL, AND BEGGING TO LET YOU GO, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW , YOU GOT MY HEART IN THE COLD, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU JUST INCASE I DIDN'T MENTION, BUT BEFORE I LET YOU GO I GOTTA DO LITTLE WISHES, I HOPE YOUR NEXT GIRL IS SECURE AND BUY YOU FLOWERS JUST BECAUSE, I HOPE SHE LOVES YOU THROUGH THE BAD AND WILL ALWAYS LIFT YOU UP, HOPE YOUR HEART BREAKS WHEN YOU SEE HER NAME TEXTING YOU, AND I HOPE SHE FEELS LUCKY WHILE SHES LAYING NEXT TO YOU, CAUSE YOUR AMAZING, GIRL YOU'RE BLAZING , YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY HEART, AND I WANT YOU TO WIN EVEN THOUGH WE ARE APART, WE AGREED TO BREAK- UP, BUT MY CHEST STILL IN PAIN, AND MY THROAT GETS LUMPY EVERY TIME I SPEAK YOUR NAME, YOU WOULD LOVE AND BE MY FRIEND, AND I WOULD LOVE YOU ALL THE SAME, WE WERE SUCH A POWER COUPLE SO THIS BREAK-UP IS A SHAME, YOU WERE SUCH AN AMAZING...