[Verse One: Young L3X}
Trynna keep myself from going under
So, I wonder, rainy days I feel the thunder
All this hunger
Take you back when I was younger
Ambitious yea with many schemes
I might get a triple beam
I’m just trynna feel success
Before I get to feel my death
I been losing tolerance
The neighbors been up hollering
You been preaching hope
But the devils who you following
My city is a warzone
They shooting like its oracle
Maneuver to your spot
Then they shooting at your torso
Funerals they scare me
To death I won’t be married
Ima stay with God
Til the day that I’m buried
Life ain't no fairytale
I know my n***as very well
Under pressure, under oath
I know my n***as wouldn’t tell
Let’s go hit a lick
I just wanna feel rich
Lord forgive me for my sins
My patience running thin
And I just wanna win
I just wanna win
Been losing to much
Please don’t rub it in

[Chorus: Evan Michael Green]
I don’t wanna
I don’t wanna break cus of hard times
The devil has no soul and he wants mines
I don’t wanna fall cus of hard times
It makes my soul weak and my heart cry
Nothing ever gonna go my way
Fall to my knees I just gotta pray
The lord always gonna have the last say
Wanna chance to live in these last days

[Verse Two: Young L3X}
Last night I cried tears
As I stared at a blank wall
I been watching for years
Now I’m facing my fears
Pacing back and fourth
Watching my peers
I been working hard, getting no cheers
You on the throne, then I’m taking your chair
Stressing things that I can’t control
I should take a seat and watch it unfold
I should relax but I carry a load
So, I shot and then I reload
Close calls been to close
The devils doing the most
That’s not the way to go
Your losing your soul
Your losing yourself
The darkness gon grow
And as the darkness starts to creep
You wanna reach a higher place by going underneath
I been feeling so low
I don’t know where to go
Yea been losing myself
Yea I’m losing control
I just wanted to live
Just wanted to win
Just wanted to rise
You see the pain in my eyes

[Chorus: Evan Michael Green]
I don’t wanna
I don’t wanna break cus of hard times
The devil has no soul and he wants mines
I don’t wanna fall cus of hard times
It makes my soul weak and my heart cry
Nothing ever gonna go my way
Fall to my knees I just gotta pray
The lord always gonna have the last say
Wanna chance to live in these last days