How much do you remember about those summers we spent together?
'Cause I don't seem to be able to recall
All the things I thought that I'd miss
Your perfume and your sun-kissed skin
Turns out they meant nothing all along

I was haunted by the emptiness that filled the hole you left
A grave I still can't bring myself to visit yet
Though I won't be losing sleep, I still refuse to forget
It took me so long to admit that we were dead
But we were dead

You buried it in the backyard of a house that we built
With our bare hands, where you said we'd grow old together
I felt safe there
I knew every crooked frame, every creaking stair
I could have stayed my whole fucking life
But time was never a friend of mine

I got so scared that I disappeared into my head for 8 lonely years
And it killed me, but it hurt you too
And I'm sorry, I'm sorry
But you weren't there when I needed you most
And I felt like I was a ghost of someone you used to love
But I was never enough to save us
So tell me, is it serious between you and him?
I hope to god he makes you happy
I hope I never hear your name again

Now the home we made is nothing more than a house
Where we fucked and we ate, but never fell in love
Now you're sleeping in the bed we made with somebody else
Are you happy?
Are you happy?

Now the home we made is nothing more than a house
Where we fucked and we ate, but never fell in love
Now you're sleeping in the bed we made with somebody else
Are you happy?
Are you happy?

I got so scared that I disappeared into my head for 8 lonely years
And it killed me, but it hurt you too
And I'm sorry, I'm sorry