Intro:
"Look at me, Im in love"

Verse 1:
"I was seventeen when I first thought I was in love
Addicted to her hugs, like an addict to his drugs
I remember getting high off her kisses at night
It's like I was living in darkness but she showed me the light
Life was good but it went to hell when we started to fight
I didn't wanna take advice, I wanted to take my life
Once I tried to jump out of my momma's car while she was driving
Doing drugs, talking to God, like how am I surviving?
Addicted to the drugs that the streets were prescribing
Now im back in my dark world, afraid to let the light in
Drugs and pipes, random sluts every night
I saw no love cause my heart had a blind man's sight
Momma stuck inside a church praying to God for my life
A couple of months passed by, then I met my future wife
The girl of my dreams, love of my life, my best friend
The same girl who left me and I never seen again
Till' about a year later, when I seen her with another man
Pregnant with a baby, while I'm stuck alone without a plan
Kinda depressed, so I built some walls around me
Then I cuddled in my corner, till' the next girl found me
How can I trust myself if my inner self doubts me
It's hard to spot the sun, when the skies are always cloudy
So she left without me, now im back at square one
Both eyes open staring at the barrel of my gun."

Hook: "Look at me, Im in love" x4

Verse 2:
"I had a fuckin' sickness, and felt like sex was my medicine
No more girlfriends, just fine friends with benefits
Got drunk, did drugs, and fucked them for the hell of it
Even when they were heaven sent, I made them act devilish
Turned angels to demons, spent my nights feeling lonely
Laying on my bed, wishing somebody would come and hold me
And tell me that they love me, and other nice things
Looking at my finger, picturing it with a ring
It's like im living in a dream, and I ain't trying to wake up
I'm happy, but sometimes I miss being in love
Having that person you can hug, kick back and watch a movie with
I'm tired of hood rats, I'm tired of all this groupie shit
Last week I kicked it with some chick and I was interested
She said she loves the way I think, we kissed and got intimate
She went to the bathroom, so I went on Facebook for a little bit
And her status said, OMG guess who I'm chillin with?
Then she asked me for a picture and a poster
So I signed it sorry baby, I like you but it's over
No one to talk to, women just want the fame
And they think Im famous cause a couple kids know my name
But you don't know my pain, and go tell love that I miss her
And tell her that Im sorry for all the times that I dissed her
And that I wish her the best, in case I never see her again
Cause love was nothing but a backstabbing friend."

Hook: "Look at me, Im in love" x8