[Hook: Asia Brown]
Oh, oh, feeling like you're lost but then you'll find your way, find your way
'Cuz there's a sun shining the light up on your day
You're feeling like you're lost but then you'll find your way, no, no, no
'Cuz there's a sun shining the light up on your days
[Verse: 1 isuppose]
Growing up in these streets, it was hard to be happy
By the age of 15 I had guns pointed at me
Got robbed for my kicks, fucking pricks took my chain
And while most kids my age were playing video games
Or holding hands with their girlfriends, I was trying to get my dick sucked
They had dreams of going to college, I had dreams of going to stripclubs
They bought books for school, I was buying packs of condoms
Doing drugs and fucking sluts just to get me through my problems
By the time I turned 18, I was doing dirty shit
One time me and four of my homies gangbanged a chick
We fucked her one at a time, she had no respect for herself
Today I would've helped but back then I fucked her well
I was livin' in hell, I remember one summer night
Some dude was trippin' at a party so I pulled out a knife
And I almost stabbed him, I had a strap on me too
But the homies held me back, I was a sick fuckin' dude
In school, they asked questions but I never pulled my hand up
Instead, I walked through the school yard in handcuffs
Escorted by cops, with a pocket full of guap
And a backpack full of weed, the judge says I'm getting locked up for 40 months
Instead I got sent to rehab, two years on probation
For hustling the weed bags, but a few months before that
I was smoking meth every day, staring into the eyes of death Lord take me away
'Cuz I was dating this special girl, used to love her with a passion
I had dreams of getting married with her, my life was so romantic
But she fuckin' went psycho, and I lost all my compassion
I wanted to kill us both, and burn up our caskets
A few years later, I gave love another chance
And it all went to hell, Lord please help me understand
What the fuck is wrong with me, I just wanted to be loved
But I was out doing drugs, meeting random sluts at the club
One time I fucked a different girl, every day for two weeks
And I was 25 years old, different women in my sheets
I had threesomes, fucked with married women who had three sons
I fucked strippers, pornstars, fuck em' and I would leave em'
I was crazy, no emotions in me
I was so lost, all my friends were having babies
I was hanging from a cross, it was like I was fighting a war with no weapons in my hands
It's like I knew where to go, but I was walking on quicksand
And I knew I needed help, but I didn't trust anyone else
So I looked into my heart and I fell in love with myself
And it was then when I realized that if you can't love yourself
How do you expect girls to love you, how can you survive hell if you don't believe in heaven?
My heaven was in my heart, my insecurities were demons
Trying to tear my angels apart, I know you wanna change
You just don't know where to start, but if you look into your heart you'll see happiness ain't that far
[Hook: Asia Brown]
Oh, oh, feeling like you're lost but then you'll find your way, find your way
'Cuz there's a sun shining the light up on your day
You're feeling like you're lost but then you'll find your way, no, no, no
'Cuz there's a sun shining the light up on your days
