[Verse 1: Lotus Juice]
"Whatever you want, I'll give it to you"
"Whatever you need, I’ll get it for you"
That's what those shady ones love to say, they're so deceitful
Stories untold until they leave you in the cold corner
It’s messed up how those backstabbers kill and control those orders
(Yeah)
Trusting nobody like mafioso boss daddy
Suspicious my surroundings, are they all paparazzis?
Damn, am I going insane?
My work's getting sloppy
Feeling cocky, wanna drop these copycats in dark alley
I knew it, but I'm losing it
Help me out, I'm trapped in it
Ain't no stopping my train of thoughts, disoriented in many ways and I'm wishing
That the worst of me be gone from me, the bigotry
Insecure part of me preventing me from having honesty

[Pre-Chorus: Lotus Juice]
Yeah, it's easier said than done
And I know it's hard
I know I gotta make it happen, but

[Chorus: Lotus Juice]
I’m wishing
If I can burn my dread
Give me power, give me strength
Give me courage, give me faith to trust myself
I’m sick of my weakness, the weak part of me
Sick enough to step up to really change me
[Verse 2: Lotus Juice]
I'm fed up with all my doubts, second guessing my route
My path, my thoughts, and what I was really about
Still somewhat scared to trust, but determined
To go through this drought not without my crew

[Coda: Lotus Juice]
I’m gonna stop this nonsense
Ready to contest to drop this concept
Lack of confidence prying out of this
Deep down from my subconscious
Ain't gonna let them fool me no more, they wanna mock us
They wanna shock us, they wanna drop us
Such a pity to be so obnoxious
You wanna rather stay down to the beat down
Or would you rather wanna bring the fire
Tear this roof up, son, yo' Gs up, those hyperbole?
I'm dropping swords verbally
Stabbing it mentally to them
’Cause this feels right finally

[Outro: Lotus Juice]
Yeah
That's the truth
I was trying to look away
But you gotta face it, man, you gotta face the truth
I got my crew with me to go forward
Yeah