[Intro]
I've been tryin' to find myself
[?] how you feel like getting off like that?
[?] I'm lost
Aight then, so what that's tellin' you, you ain't [?]
It kinda hurt and I still ain't found out
The fuck wrong with you n***a?

[Verse]
Hundred bands from Atlantic, spent that shit and went broke
[?] couldn't make me with that dope, I was roped out with for that four (Outside)
I started off north side, I jumped off the porch (Grra)
I built a wall around my heart, they will not hurt me no more
I fell a victim to them bitches sayin' they lovin' they dick (They lovin' they dick)
Receivin' letters from my fans, not my n***as in prison (Not my n***as, in prison)
Back in this position again, bitch you know what's the business (You know)
Don't got no feelings, give it up bitch
If you play I'ma rip it, I spit it (Pow, pow, pow)
Back in the play, more time, they threw me 20 [?]
Mega bust, I got them pints all up in several boxes
Drugs all in my system cut them out, I'm full of toxin
Bitch don't get it twisted [?] we really rock shit
Thuggin' in a 'Vette with my big bro, turbocharged engine
Aggravated flesh, I owe whoever engineered it
My n***as say, "I'm trippin'," I get a bitch to bite down
Wrecked your dome, I [?] choke him out, we [?]
[?] thought they eatin'
Do no [?] when a Glock sound
I'm protected by the blood of him I can't get knocked out
How the fuck you love a n***a that you would not die for?
I love every one of my n***as, they are who I ride for
Chosen potential, my career, I done walked some miles for (Woo)
You hear that lean all on my throat, but let me come outside just to tell you I'm a rider (Rider)
And what you blessed me with, everything I earned on my soul I'ma die for
A rider, I'm a ho ready to battle
Grow old, your pockets fatter
When you die you will not have it
I'm a rider (A rider)
Imitations, they get built backwards
I think it connect with feathers
I'm proud to say I'm a pastor (Rider)
Yeah, (Vroom) what you know makes you a pastor (Yeah)
Livin' slow, you dyin' faster (Yeah)
This life's it, so what's the matter? (Rider)
Yeah, by the store I grew [?] faster
Want attention real quick, I clap him
He run it, I get him [?]
Come from the gutter, you all from a different place
Sit down for the eatin', ain't shit on the dinner place
So different I think I'm from a different place
Only some [?] that cover the dinner plate
Sittin', I'm thinkin' about with my younger age
I am the only I feel that could feed him
I love my son, his mama mistreat him
Put in his ear his daddy don't wanna see him
Look at a picture forever, I see him
Nene pregnant, gotta run up that money
Heard they on me, gotta stay with a burner
Never runnin', nah, except to go under
He on live showin' every little corner
It ain't hard if I wanna pull on him
Feel like "Fuck him," but my brother won't harm him
I throw him a party whenever he stormin'
Throw him a party whenever he stormin'
I get laid back for to take off his face
He outta position I put him in place
You must never heard that metal could break
I threw a cutter inside of the lake
Body on it, it's that boy talked down on me
Free [?], bitch I walk with that brown on it
Dog food, bitch we savin' on every corner