[Intro]
(Tahj Money)
Ayy, watch how I run this bitch Baby Joe

[Verse 1]
I don’t really know, yeah, why I do the shit I do, yeah (Ayy, ayy YoungBoy)
Gotta hold on, yeah, baby, I need you, yeah (Gang)
Look, I’m full of drugs, baby, heal me with yo' touch
Eyes clear, tryna make it in this world without no luck
Mind gone, if they try run down, n***a, I’ma bust
Headed home, bitch I’m all alone, tryna find my trust
Tell you how I’m livin', all them times I’m reminiscing
Feelin' like I’m missin' prison, all these drugs, I need to quit it
This for them youngin's in them trenches, thugin' everyday, they get it
Feigns tryna get a fixin', fuck it, we still tote that glizzy

[Pre-Chorus]
God in my heart with a demon to my left
Put myself up in a hole, I don’t need nobody help
I can’t blame nobody else, 'cause I did it to myself
I think they like when I do wrong, when I do right, nobody care

[Bridge]
I’m eighteen with four sons and my heart so cold
Yeah, I'ma Zoe, but all my [?], bitch, they made of gold (Made of gold)
Montana cried in my face and that shit hurt my soul (Soul)
He just don't know I wanna change, the devil got control
[Chorus]
But look, you say I’m blessed, yeah, alright
I got a lot, but I’m still not livin' right
But now I think 'bout my life
My sons wealth and my breath, ain’t no question, I die

[Verse 2]
I hit a lick with twin for some money, the same night, he tried to kill me
Geeked full of drugs, how do I [?], but fuck it, I’m showin' the real me
Everybody don’t love, but I’m feelin' like “Fuck whoever don’t feel me”
Would say I’ma killer, my dreams, I accomplish for everybody wanna murder me (Slime)
Sit and I talk to my girl Nene, I told her “Bae, you my mini-me”
I’m tryna find my way through this world (Yeah)
I don’t know what done got into me
All that I know is my n***as, they here for me
Up with the Glock if the enemy shoot at me
This for the one in my life really true to me
Thankin' the Lord that he recruited me (Thank you)

[Chorus]
But look, you say I’m blessed, yeah, alright
I got a lot, but I’m still not livin' right
But now I think 'bout my life
My sons wealth and my breath, ain’t no question, I die

[Pre-Chorus]
God in my heart with a demon to my left
Put myself up in a hole, I don’t need nobody help
I can’t blame nobody else, 'cause I did it to myself
I think they like when I do wrong, when I do right, nobody care
[Outro]
They don’t care
Yeah, they like when I do wrong
They like a young n***a thuggin' and shit