[Verse 1]
Tortured soul
Nobody called unloved
Don't wanna be caught unrolled
They just jump in the Ford and go
But my air in a boiling cold
Some mind wanted to compose
But dump when it all explodes
I'm all alone, forced to clone

Look I just need to afford to cope
You druggies sold the dope
You do coke on Friday night
Just like me, but I bought a smoke
I sorta know I need to chill
Stop snorting illegal pills
My fam, I should see them still
But it's been so long, I don't need the guilt

Am I even real
Some days I don't even feel
Lay in a decent bed
Ate a decent meal
You knee-deep in the bills
But I sleep with a quilt
We need to bе reaching a deal
"Come on, it's only a quid"
If only it was only this
I might'vе chose to quit
But I might die from the loneliness
I talk to myself a lot
They pass me by, I won't insist
I know you don't owe me shit
But why act like I don't exist?

[Verse 2]
Leave me alone
Why so needy and broke
I can't believe you're at home
Your mistakes, you need to atone
I should correct your life
I should protect your wife
I should defend your crime
How did drugs affect your mind

I bet you're fine
I bet your pockets are filled up
And you want me to empty mine
I bet it's all fake as well
Well, that's what I say to myself
How can I have so many options
But for you, it's grave or jail
Am I even real
Some days I don't even feel
I got a decent bed
Had a decent meal
Yeah I'm knee-deep in the bills
So I take sleeping pills
But at least some guys sleep with a quilt

At least it was only this
Or I might've chose to quit
Some die from the loneliness
I talk to myself a lot
We don't get along, I'm prone to flip
And I won't insist
And you don't owe me shit
But please act like I don't exist

[Epilogue]
There is no trust
I'm closed up
Sober up
Don't get your hopes up (x3)

You know what?
Roll em
Sober up
Don't get your hopes up (x3)
(x4)