[Verse 1]
I'm not doing great
I feel like I'm dead not thinking straight
Inside my body troubled, full of hate
I had to let it out before it's too late
[Chorus]
Deep inside (it can't hide)
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time?
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
[Verse 2]
Why won't it fade?
Outside I had to lie, I'm okay
I hope someday I'll stop feeling pain
I guess this is a life I have made
[Chorus]
Deep inside (it can't hide)
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time?
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
[Bridge]
What am I doing?
I can't believe this I have been hiding
Wanting to be less, giving to people
They take from me, always they're bringing drama to me
Look
Look at me now
Now!
[Chorus]
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time?
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
[Outro]
I can't stand
All this fucking pain
Please God just go away
Please God just make them pay