I am scared of the inevitability
Of dying without reaching my full potential
Can't be the only one who feels this way (empty and unfulfilled)
Making hindering mistakes, from day to day
The deliberation of negativity and consequence
Has led to a transition that's brought me to this pretense

I don't want to die alone
Fearful of rejection, I am pained by my reflection
In the mirror, I try to force something more (Just can't seem to shake it)

I am at war with myself
I can't be happy being me
This won't last forever
It won't last

Being born into a world filled with oppression
And undignified destruction, believing I'll amount
To nothing
But that has to change
I have come to a realisation

That I am beautiful
And that I am worth fighting for
And I will not let people filled with unjustified judgement and hate
Destroy the thing that surely makes me beautiful
And I promise
I swear
I will scream, I will scream until my face is numb and my lungs are bare
Because in the end, I am me

I'm not worthless
I am fucking worthy
I'm not worthless
I am myself

And I will never change
And I can never change