[Verse 1]:
Oh Lord, Forgive me for my sins / Amen
Take a step in my sneakers and feel the pain that I’m in
Try to go through what I’ve been through
Been to hell and back and then back again
Go and tell your friends that I’m back again (Na’mean)
All these emotions in motion / I’m lost in the struggle for most
Running for power / Devour / Nothing but a man with the woes
Out for the paper / Later, hater / Go pay the posse deposit
Up in the studio looking basic / Holy Grail in the closet
Imma get it right / you know that I get it, right?
Now it’s all about the paper / Shit is getting so retarded
Couldn’t care about the penny back when I was getting started
Now I’m hungry for the cheddar
Tryna fill up all the pockets
(Drop it)

[Chorus]:
All of these emotions in me is lost and I’m trying to find it
I’m not what I’m trying to be
I’m losing control
And I really can’t hide it
I’m feeling divided and I can’t even fight it
I’m feeling divided
When I’m all alone and I’m feeling so low
With all these emotions in me
[Verse 2]:
I want way more than I can have but the truth is…
I gave all that I have left
I can’t do this no more / See imma lose it for sure
I’ve been so depressed that I’m all alone
Tryna fill the void / I get in the zone
I said “bitch don’t kill my vibe”
“bitch don’t-bitch don’t kill my vibe”
I’m just tryna get this money / Negativity aside / That’s right
Enough with the stressing / I’m counting my blessings
So sick of this life that I’m messing up
Enough with the haters / I’m thinking ‘bout paper
All I wanna do is just stack it up
I drown myself with that liquor / I don’t really care what you think
It don’t matter where the juice from / I just really wanna do things
Can’t afford to have a slip up / Gotta tighten all the shoe strings
Man you really gotta keep up / Better bow down to the new king

[Bridge x 2]
Been on a high but I’m still on the low
Running in circles I’m out of control
Keep running and running / I’m at it again
I’m trying to heal but I’m feeling the pain

[Chorus]