Derez De’Shon
Personal Problems
[Intro: Derez De’Shon]
I try to tell you my problems, you told me they personal
I expected that tough love from a fallen not you
And it hurt me so deep, so deep
So scared at night, I cry my eyes till I fall asleep
[Chorus: Big Havi]
You ask me my problems, I told you
And you say its personal, and i dont give myself to everybody
Cause times change, people change with it
People treat you different when they think that they know you
That shit really fuck with you
It be the main ones that you think really fuck with you
They don’t really fuck with you, especially if they grew up with
You ask me my problems, I told you
And you say its personal, and i dont give myself to everybody
Cause times change, people change with it
People treat you different when they think that they know you
That shit really fuck with you
It be the main ones that you think really fuck with you
They don’t really fuck with you, especially if they grew up with
[Verse 1: Big Havi]
Right now I’m like fuck all the rap shit
This shit was worse
My life was going backwards, some like a backflip
Saw my bro in a hearse, that shit there hurt me tragically
Say a prayer for me, this shit was real
I’m talking before the deal
They they dont even know how I feel
N***a This shit hurt my soul for real
I felt that shit deep in my chest
I didn’t even sleep, I ain’t care for no rest
I just want it all, I don’t care for the rest
I’m from the East where they teach you finesse
I’m from a city where the youngins be influenced by the streets
Skipping school, fuck truancy
Since a youngin’ they been in some places that
Half of y’all wouldn’t want to be
I’m from the A-T-L-A-N-T-A
Where them young n***as
Ride around with them drakes
It’s a whole whole lot, its a whole lot on my mind
Sometimes, times, I don’t think everything is fine
[Chorus: Big Havi]
You ask me my problems, I told you
And you say its personal, and i dont give myself to everybody
Cause times change, people change with it
People treat you different when they think that they know you
That shit really fuck with you
It be the main ones that you think really fuck with you
They don’t really fuck with you, especially if they grew up with
You ask me my problems, I told you
And you say its personal, and i dont give myself to everybody
Cause times change, people change with it
People treat you different when they think that they know you
That shit really fuck with you
It be the main ones that you think really fuck with you
They don’t really fuck with you, especially if they grew up with
[Verse 2: Derez De’Shon]
I try to tell you my problems, you told me they personal
I expected that tough love from a fallen not you
And it hurt me so deep, so deep
So scared at night, I cry my eyes till I fall asleep
All of this pain, might cut a vein
Or hang myself
My heart is drained, I can’t complain
I blame myself
No love lives here anymore, I even hate myself
More drugs in me than before, I rather take myself
I know i sound crazy (yeah)
But I be so tired
Sick till my soul cry (yeah)
And I feel alive when my world die
Bullet holes in my truck on the curbside
Left me mentally fucked up this third mind
Pop a perc, pour a cup and I know I’m dying
Derez De’Shon
[Chorus: Big Havi]
You ask me my problems, I told you
And you say its personal, and i dont give myself to everybody
Cause times change, people change with it
People treat you different when they think that they know you
That shit really fuck with you
It be the main ones that you think really fuck with you
They don’t really fuck with you, especially if they grew up with
You ask me my problems, I told you
And you say its personal, and i dont give myself to everybody
Cause times change, people change with it
People treat you different when they think that they know you
That shit really fuck with you
It be the main ones that you think really fuck with you
They don’t really fuck with you, especially if they grew up with