[Verse 1]
Since, since you left
I've been decorating all my dysfunctions
Thousand dollar shoes
Won't keep my mind off you
Since, since you left
I've been filling up my bed with all these fucking one night stands
And they all see right through me
They don't know my story
[Pre-Chorus]
Every time I love somebody
Timing shitty, they're too busy
I'm always 110
[Chorus]
Tonight I'm gonna hold still
And feel every feeling
Cause the cycles repeating
And my heart keeps on bleedin
Gonna hold still
And face all these demons
So I can learn to be by myself
[Verse 2]
Since, since you left
I've been pretending that I'm all right, all right
My mind is never quiet
And I'm over trying to hide it
Breath
Inside my chest
Is getting heavier and heavier without your touch
I'd rather just be lonely
Than do this all again
[Pre-Chorus]
Every time I love somebody
Timing shitty, they're too busy
I'm always 110
[Chorus]
Tonight I'm gonna hold still
And feel every feeling
Cause the cycles repeating
And my heart keeps on bleedin
Gonna hold still
And face all these demons
So I can learn to be by myself