[Intro]

(Rell On The Track)

Whew, tss, hey, whew, tss, whew

I been feeling like I got sum to prove
I been feeling like I got sum to lose
All the street n***as forgot all the rules
All the street n***as party with the rats like it's bool

Huh, I been trying to find peace
I been getting back my groove
Protecting all my energy, calculating every move
Look what the fame did to me, it made me so angry and rude
It's a lot of shit that get to me, can't even walk Cali to school

Out in Cali out my misery, just me and the tool
I was feeling empty and my backyard had a pool
Telling my family I'm depressed they like 'Ain't shit wrong with you'
Feel like the only thing I had left was this mic and Pro Tools

Feel weak as hell saying this I thought about
Suicide a time or two, tss
And I ain't looking for no sympathy lil bitch
I'm just keeping it a dolla with you

I was supposed to, ???
I was, tss, trying to find powder to move, tss, huh
They think I'm Hollywood 'cause I moved west, tss, huh
I was trying to pull a power move

But I'm too stuck in my ways
I'm too gang gang, I'm up cuttin
Chasing no fame, ain't playing no games, no ??
Got safe from them rays, I know one thing, I'm God's son
I miss getting paid, I just wish they let me with godsons
I was at my lowest ain't nobody know it
And the one's that knew it they always ignored it
They say my music's therapeutic, and I'm growing

Whew, tss

I was at my lowest, almost hit rock bottom
I was at my lowest, al—, whew
I was at my lowest, almost hit rock bottom
I was at my lowest, hey, huh

I was at my lowest, ain't nobody know it
The one's that, huh, knew, they ignored it
For Cali, Bam Bam and Junior
Got a special love for you if you buy my music

Sign up for this street shit, gotta know what you joining
You gon' need some bond money, you gon' need a lawyer
Don't die and leave your kids with nothing, get some life insurance
Tss, you know how the streets is
Just like the sea is, when you in that deep end
Can't get caught snoring, tss

Once you in you always in, when somebody dead
Man that shit's just gon' keep going
Hey, and we ain't going for that
My mom ain't raised no hoe, she coulda had a girl for that