The Virus and Antidote
IWonderWhoTookMyPlaceThisTime
[Intro: CORPSE]
Being alive doesn't make you alive
I mean waking up every day and breathing isn't living
And ultimately, no matter how successful you become or how far you go
You'll meet your demise, just as the next man will
What if life is always like this?
What if you die and the afterlife or your second time around is no different?
That would terrify me
I've been stuck so long trying to figure out why I'm still here because I know I can be gone whenever I want
And the most pathetic part is, I had to create a reason for myself to continue doing this daily routine
But what's the point in all this and me trying so hard to succeed if it won't mean shit?
I'm gonna rot, and dry out, and rigor mortis just like everybody else
I'll try to make it pretty
The Virus
[Verse 1: ZOTiYAC]
Given the fact that you are not actually livin'
It really won't make a difference if you attempt it
For instance, imagine if you had a vision of life after this one
And it was just continuation, but switching dimensions
Dementia becomes common and comets constantly hittin'
Your inner self tellin' you "Go to hell or a prison"
When nooses get to glowin' and now you showin' resistance
Consistently in your conscience, the demons want you to end it
Fuck it or fine "forget it", I can't picture the image
Seems as though my prediction is validated, I figure
Why should I waste my time tryna move myself and maneuver?
If you still stuck in the past and I'm feeling fit for the future
Suddenly, I feel subtle, not exactly a juggle
Tryna cut through the struggle
Ain't doin' shit but I'm trouble
Maybe the mask meet muzzles
My mask ain't made for this hustle
Never thought I would get it, the pain I always inflicted
[Verse 2: TMTTMF]
Bring the lights down
Look, I don't need the attention
'Cause true talk, I've been drownin' in the dark for a minute
If you say you wanna kick it
Then to get it, baby what's good?
But you'll have to do so much more than that
I've got girls around the world now singin' every single word now
But you know I can't change
You might see me when I'm too faded
Steppin' out an all black range with the butterfly blade
And ten minutes late to my own funeral
I wonder who took my place this time
[Verse 3: Izzo Kenpachi & TMTTMF]
I'm tryna (Woah, woah) make a difference
Really don't care if they listen
Fuck these n***as dissin'
Everything I'm spittin'
Kill 'em in an instant
She said it was no feelings involved (Involved, -volved)
Tell me how come I'm missin' these calls? (Call, -all)
I got addictions I'll solve
I barely feel the withdrawals
I barely feel them at all, all
Now I barely feel the same
Me and these n***as not the same
I made such a mistake
I allowed myself to feel pain
Now, I struggle in the wrong death train
All these thoughts in my brain
Feel like I'm moved in away
Shawty, can you keep me safe?
[Outro: Izzo Kenpachi]
Shawty, can you keep me safe?
Shawty, can you keep me safe?
Shawty, can you keep me safe?