Julia Gargano
If I’m Honest
Every time you said to go
I'd stay too long
I flooded you with all of me
When you said "come home"

I curse your name louder now that you're gone
Those years are all I've ever known

And I hate you for making me a lesson learned
That every word she'll hear you say will be the best she's ever heard
Now you know what it's like to break a heart
So you’ll make sure she never gets burned
Gets burned

And if I'm honest, it was hard
Losing every little piece of me I loved
But if losing you was ever in the cards
Id look at my broken parts
And say it's enough

Lately this feathered bed has felt like stone
And I do see how the naive girl inside has grown
I don't know where I am, I can't see no home
It's like those years were all I've ever known

So I clothes pin-up the times you could have said you're sorry
And why do I still hope maybe you meant to?
I'm staring at the proof
But I haven't got a clue
A clue

And if I'm honest, it was hard
Losing every little piece of me I loved
But if losing you was ever in the cards
Id look at my broken parts
And say it's enough

Ooh [x2]