Cause I don’t want to take another breath
Of this air which provokes my death
And I don’t want to take another step
An [?] that’s [?] by regret

It seems like nothing In my life ever go how I planned it
And sometimes it feels like it’s way to much just to manage
It’s been a while since I could say that I peacefully slept
The thoughts are all in my head, make me hate going to bed
But when I take that back, I don’t sleep in a bed at all
It’s been almost a year since I had a home or a job
For a while I was paying bills, by just making this music
But that’s why success is so special, cause it’s so еasy to lose it

Cause I’ve lost еverything I have, I won’t pretend that I’ve still got that shit
All I got left are all my friends and all my empty promises
I don’t answer my phone, so don’t try fucking calling it
I think I’m close to quitting, despite how much I [?] have it
Today’s another battle, my opponent is myself
It’s in this bedtime recording or focus on my mental health
I feel like I’m another person, like every single minute
That’s when I started to accept the fact I’m schizophrenic

I was diagnosed a while back, my parents don’t believe it
They were told by [?] doctors, but they still don’t want to see
On the [?] I stopped crying, from the heartbreak I went through
These bitches say I love you, but I know that it’s not true
My teachers told me, stay In school, so you can have a good life
I never listened to them, cause I had fame on my mind
They told my when I drop out, that I’d always have a shit life
But the time I thought to get by, but I’m thinking now that they were right
All these kids in line said I am an inspiration
They said they just wanna be like me, but I tell them they’re mistaking
Cause nobody wants to live a life that’s [?] by regret
I talk about killing myself, but I still haven’t found the courage yet
Maybe one day ill say fuck it, and then pull the trigger
If I live or die, nothing changes, what’s the difference
I just know, that when I die, I finally rest in peace
So please don't waste your time crying over memories

Cause I don’t want to take another breath
Of this air which provokes my death
And I don’t want to take another step
An [?] that’s [?] by regret

Cause I don’t want to take another breath
Of this air which provokes my death
And I don’t want to take another step
An [?] that’s [?] by regret