Hate is all i feel
No love
Nothing's real
My subconscious has rotted
My whole life feels toxic
Im left in silence
To dwell
And to sink
To be born again
Or to die a fink
My story is played out
My feelings are dry
I embarrass myself every time i try
I bleed hypocrisy
And drown in loathing
As my mind collapses
I see my life unfolding