[Intro: Azure]
*Groaning*

[Verse 1: Joseph Idoko]
They say good things come to those who wait
Who just show love and don't know hate
They live like they're at heaven's gate
Well I don't know about that
Cause this life took my dad away
And said fuck all I have to say
Then left me in some masquerade
So happiness I doubt that, I
Sit back with my head at my bed top
Still reminisce but I best not
Try to make all the thoughts in my head stop
Try to go to sleep getting trapped in a headlock
And that's all day these ugly feelings don't pass away
I inhale and I exhale and I set sail for that masquerade
Head feeling like bashed in brains
Meds can't even match my pain
My bed's feeling like death gripping tight
Dead twisting my back in vain
Left field n***as act the same
Less people I have to blame
My breaths feeling like crack cocaine injected in my flaccid veins
And now I'm feeling just like Schroeder
If it ain't music related I tell them to move over
Emotions evaporated my cardiac grew colder
My happiness deviated as soon as I grew older I'm, Schroeder

[Hook: Azure]
Everyday is the same
All this pain in my brain
Fuck what you saying, stay away from me
I'm at home, I'm alone
Please don't, call my phone
Leave me alone, stay away from me. (x2)

[Verse 2: Joseph Idoko]
Don't wish me no Happy Birthday, don't wish me no Merry Christmas
Don't ask me bout how I'm doing don't send me no New Year wishes
I know y'all still care about me I swear to god it's no different
But all these people around me make room for more inconsistency
Grew accustomed to distance cause distance just keeps harassing me
Splitting out divisions and splitting me where I have to be
Said fuck my decisions I'm living out what it has for me
Cancels shit the instance it figures I'm living happily
I automatically got a casualty right as soon as I start my track
Fighting demons all day and evening I try receiving my conscious back
Slept on my red palms for dead long I'm cocking back
Read wrong like exons my head strong but no intact
Bless I'm still smiling jack
Depressed as far as believable
Anxiety talking smack my happiness seemed so unachievable
Sat there with my head down and my frown on no matter the vehicle
Now I'm here with my head high and my crown on and now I can see it all
And now I'm feeling just like Schroeder
If it ain't music related I tell them to move over
Emotions evaporated my cardiac grew colder
My happiness deviated as soon as I grew older I'm, Schroeder

[Hook: Azure]

[Outro:]
Everyday is the same (x8)
Schroeder
*Guitar Solo*