[Verse 1]
Wish I had something to tell you
Everything's coming up gray
Now that I'm standing on the ocean throwing change
Why am I trying to keep her
Weighing me down when I know it's the same thing
I'm a tape stuck on repeat and it's always been that way

[Chorus 1]
So why do I feed this thing that I hate?
Inside of me, blue and black bruise in my chest, my keepsake

[Verse 2]
Everything's here, but I'm moving
Somebody dreams and I'm lying awake
Placing puzzle pieces on the counter
In the wrong shape
Yeah, yeah

[Chorus 2]
So why do I feed this thing that I hate?
I thought I'd be cut from the tether
Severing ties and moving on with my life
Well, I'm trying

[Bridge]
And I can feel it coming
No, I can see the days
And all the faces I encountered
Fall, fade away
[Outro]
And I feed this thing that I hate inside of me
Useless, childish, wants to change
Tomorrow, not today
I wish I had something to tell you