[Verse 1]
Am I talking too fast?
I don’t have the nerve to ask you
Anyway I’m lately all brakes and no gas
Watching the days as they pass
And you feel like a dream
But I’m sleeping all day
And I’m tired when I leave still
The winter is closing in fast
Realize slowly
The feeling won’t last

[Pre Chorus 1]
And I know it’s coming
But I gotta ask

[Chorus 1]
And anyway I wanted you bad
But I want myself back more than anything
I’m taking it hard
Really falling apart
I don’t know who you are
Anyway

[Verse 2]
I can’t wish it away
I’m thinking in circles
The feeling remains
If it’s the sight of you breaking me out
There’s gotta be something that’s equally loud
[Pre Chorus 2]
And I know it’s coming
But I gotta ask

[Chorus 2]
And anyway I wanted you bad
But I want myself back more than anything
I’m taking it hard
Really falling apart
I don’t know who you are anyway
Anyway I wanted you bad
What if I hold myself back more than anyone
I’m trying so hard
And still falling apart
I don’t know who I am
Anyway