This should be a letter to myself
A letter for my health, not a letter I should sell
This adversity been hurting me and only time will tell…
When it’s gone stop? When it’s gone end?
Got a couple foes and I turned them to my friends
Pulled up in the Chi, end my night by getting drenched
Money I would spend…
We was at the impound, tell me how you get down
Down like that, broken heart, frown like that
Blap, Blap, Blap
Clapping cheeks could sound like that
Turn the sound down, they can hear the sound of fap, damn
I’m alone on my dark days
Why the fuck we drive on the park way?
Why the fuck we park in the drive way?
Why the fuck my neighbor speaking to me sideways?
SoundCloud streams had 26k
Stream of consciousness, don’t give a fuck ‘bout what I say
Had my baby wetter than a stream, I’m getting laid
All them fucking streams but still I’m barely getting paid…
I’m in a hospital bed
Thinking could I get myself some hospital head
Thinking how I’m stupid as a mug
Let them cut me up and pump my body full of drugs
Opiated, fenty all in my shit
Glitter all on my bae
Fenty all on my (laughs)
I don’t wanna fuck no hoes
Mentally I’m on some shit
I fell off my routine
Ghosted my therapist, I’m…
Toxic like Fukushima
I dropped the ball like FEMA
Mack ‘til I’m tired, Reba
Hopped on the call with preacher
He claimed the blood of Jesus
Need a couple blessings in my life
Took some L’s, but consider that my lessons
Getting right, getting left left a n***a full of spite…
See my n***as pour the lean in the bottle full of sprite…
They was leaning
I remember me and Lena we had had a little light…
For a season, yeah
Mary had a little bit of lamb
Claiming she was vegan, I don’t really give a damn
And my n***a Dyyo said to see him with the hands…
That’s a handstand…